But anyways I always say I hated kids when I was a teenager but now that I'm 23 I want a son I don't want a daughter because I know I'ma have to tame her because these kids out here nowadays are too fast and having sex at the age of eleven it's a shame I tell you.

But one thing I do know is, I got to get is my high school diploma since I haven't graded from high school once I do that I'ma get myself a degree in criminal justice, because I love solving crimes and mysteries.

Early childhood education, because I love working with children, Medical assistant, because I'm good with computers well at least that's what I think lol, and I wouldn't mind working in hospitals and doing nursing stuff and creative writing, because I'm a bookworm who loves to read, you can say I have a passion for reading.

I love to write and someday I want to become a writer and write urban fiction and young-adult books. And maybe once I move outta this dump I'll find a guy who likes me for me and also, I want a guy who likes to read and don't drink or smoke just like me and not a party animal, I know that's hard to find but I do know he out there somewhere just not around here. I like the guys who into sports but not into deep and likes to travel you know to visit new places go on vacations.

That's what I want sometimes I feel depressed and stressed out sometimes I don't I think it's because I'm dealing with too much, my family is like oh how you be stressed and I look at them like "you don't me to know what I go through on regular basis."

And they wonder why I always have an attitude every day it's because of them they stay being negative and putting me down and always saying I don't need to do this or that with my own money but here they go quick to ask me for money but can't take care they kids steadily running be hide a man who dogging them out instead.

Do I say anything to them about that no because if I speak my mind they'll get mad I feel like if you don't want to hear me out then don't come to me tryna explain to me about something you think I need to know when one:

I don't have any kids, two: I don't have any man to stress me out and have me worry. I just need to put myself around negative people be causing the family I be around are too negative, I don't even think anyone is positive about anything I do maybe my mom on certain things other than that I'm a lone wolf.