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Understanding
Most men don't understand most women.
When they tell them they rather chill.
Get to know each other.
Understanding.
Is to wait don't rush into a relationship.
Two months, three months.
Is not enough to get to know that person.
To hope into a relationship.
You don't have to go on a date right then.
There may be at least in between.
The third or second month a date or two could happen.
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Confused?
Now I'm confused, I thought love was for us to use in a way to amuse, better yet fill our hearts, not to abuse..
I feel torn between what I thought was to be and what apparently now is "The End" of you and me...
I fell in love for all the right reasons, I listened to my heart and every second it was beating..
For you and for us and the future that was or is now all a dream..
I'm confused because now nothing we had is what it seemed..
Lies have unfolded, my heart has been deceived..
You were it's every beat and the reason that I breath,
But you chose to throw that away and rip my heart out of me..
Now I stand alone, mind gone, hole the size of your hand in me..
You stand there with that smirk you wear, my heart still beating in your hand as you're ready to leave..
You walk away and take away everything I thought I need,
To survive on which I rely, but wait I'm still breathing..
Now I'm confused because who knew life without you could be achieved..
You never made me you only gave me a false sense of security..
Funny thing is you didn't win, my heart's not broken just bruised..
You throw it down attempting to break it, but I stand strong....now who's confused?
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Thief
Emptiness heart
loneliness
looking for someone to share
without permission
You came and took something from me.
""Heart""
you are a thief!!
but somehow I didnt get mad
I smiled
you're a thief that I wanted
thief of my heart <3
"thank you for saving me from loneliness"
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Black Roses
Nightmares translate into stares, a sudden glimpse into the reality that love became a fatality..
A drug that took me above and beyond the feelings that one four letter word could spawn..
Timeless questions answered by sessions with the moon where the truth was forcefed to me..
No silver spoon..
From the start I was doomed...
Consumed...
By tragedy of a moment that magically dissapeared, abandoning me only leaving fear...
Tears..
Nothing but the stars to hear my cries and pleas which in a world so manipulative could only be dreams...
A false sense of happiness at my request was delivered then redeemed, so it seems Cupid himself was so eager to retrieve...
His arrow..
Which narrow- ly...
Grazed the side of my heart giving it a temporary jump start then bleeding out leaving the remains in the dark..
Broke into parts...
Pieces...
Demons...
Haunt me on late nights when wine filled glasses are my only companion and even those short lived mood stabilizers are abandoned...
But I'm still standing..
Historically as the first moon landing.. Now I'm only demanding some type of peace whatever it be...
I only ask for one night of sleep..
But even the simplest wish is not so easy to complete...
When love is the cause and the Grim Reaper, hand full of Black Roses, creeps.
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Breaking: Why Can't You
My heart is breaking for you.
My lonely heart, can't be without you.
I want to be there for you.
Just let me be there for you.
Why can't you see.
How much I care for you.
Why can't you see.
How much I care for you.
How much I love you.
How happy you make me.
I don't wanna live in a world without you.
Why can't you open your eyes.
See how much I care for you.
Why can't you just see.
How much I really do care for you.
Why can't you see.
How much I care for you.
All I want is the best for you.
Why can't you see.
how much I care for you.
How much it's killing me.
On the inside to know you don't care.
why can't you see.
How much I care for you?
I just wanna help you.
I'm losing sleep over you.
Why can't you see.
How much I care for you.
How much I would do.
To make sure you're taken care of.
I'm sorry baby.
I put up with all of this BS.
I fight for you, & you were just about to give up just like that.
Why can't you see.
How much I care about you?
And my heart is breaking.
Just for you.
And my arms are open. 🤗
Just for you.
My heart is breaking.
But I'm not broken yet.
Your love is fearless.
Help me to be courageous too.
There is nothing impossible for You.
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The Emo Tomboy
People ask me if I'm emo.
I ask in return.
Do you judge people by their looks.
I'm a scene girl, but I'm also a skater.
I'm not a girly girl. I'm a tomboy.
Yeah I know I wear dresses, but that's only because I have to.
Don't judge a book by its cover.
Read the book before you judge.
Don't judge a person, by the way, the look.
Get to know them before you hurt them.
That moment you realize one of your personalities is that of a cyber.
I'm a gothic emo/death metal-headbanger but dress as a tomboy/skater.
Maybe opposites do attract because my best friend is goth, my boyfriend is a skater, and I'm a sk8ter, goth, emo, scene, tomboy chick.
I'm like that rare EMO tomboy.
I'm girly, I'm tomboy, I'm a sk8ter, I'm emo, goth, emo, scene, tomboy chick defends to my mood.
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Lies
You said you would be here.
When I needed you.
Yes I believed you.
I thought your words were true.
But you were nowhere to be found when I needed you.
I just don't understand.
You said you would be their with a helping hand.
Instead you lied to me.
I can't believe your not who you said you would be.
I can't even cry.
Beause you're the one who let our friendship die.
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What Have I Done?
Oh, darling, darling. what have I done?
I've been away from you too long.
All my days have turned to darkness...
And I believe my heart has turned to stone.
Oh darling, darling.what have I done?
Now I don't say anything at all.
When God don't listen to me noways.
Now I'm left here all alone.
Ooh I hear what the neighbors say.
That poor boy has lost his way.
And I'll let the others pray.
Oh darlin darlin what have I done?
Now I do my talking with a gun.
And blood will spill into the gutters.
And it will stain the morning sun.
Ooh tell me what the hell I've done.
Can I start from one?
Or have I just begun?
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25
She's genuinely scared that.
She's never going to experience.
The feeling of falling in love.
& calling someone hers.
She's been let down so many times.
It's really destroyed her.
& as she gets older.
She's becoming more dead to the dating scene.
Because age pretty much shuts you out.
She gets it, she really do.
She's 25 and never had a boyfriend.
It’s BS but there’s a LONG freaking life ahead of us.
When it’s meant to happen.
It will.
You; and her just got to keep your head up.
She can’t do anything right in life.
She's 25 going on 26.
Never had a boyfriend or been on a date.
Why? Is it because she's ugly, not smart and can’t do anything right.
She never had a boyfriend.
Or really no one who was even interested in her.
She's 25 she doesn't know if that’s pathetic.
But at least she's glad.
That she hasn't had to deal with jerks like that...
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Sitting Back Thinking
LIFE
Sometimes I sit back and wonder.
How my life get like this.
Where will I go from here.
Through all of the pain and heart break.
I know I'm young and not know a lot of things.
But I sit back and think.
Do you really know.
What I go through everyday.
Or what I've been through since
grade school.
NO because nobody cares.
Sometimes people.
Pretend to care just to know something about you so they can tell.
Lifes tough watch out what you tell people.
You can't trust none of these
guys nor none of these girls.
Love, live, life count on yourself.
Because "you" is who you can count on and thats the truth!
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Fed Up
Every one has a time when their just fed up.
A time when they feel as if they dont know what to do.
Well, I'm fed up with the lies, disrespect and how people are nowadays.
I mean theirs only so much a person can take.
Everybody gets fed up with the rumors.
The talks behind people backs.
People get tired of trusting then regretting it later.
We get tired of people asking whats wrong.
When they really dont care.
We get fed up with putting a smile on for everyone.
We get tired of the smiling in my face then talking crap later.
As life goes on the more and more I get fed up.
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Grown Up
Time to grow up.
Time to say I'm not a little girl/ boy anymore.
Just grow up.
Its time to stop the little games.
Your not 5 anymore. .
Theirs nobody their to hold your hand.
We all are in the real world now.
No time to argue or fuss over the little things.
Its time to do the right thing.
We cant cry everytime something goes wrong.
Because if we could I would.
Nobody is going to be able to help you with everything.
Sometimes your heart might break but you will be okay.
You might even go through some crazy things.
But you will be okay.
Realise that not everything is going to go your way.
Once that happens.
I will know that you have grown up now. .
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Eyes
💞⭐
The look in your eyes is inviting.
At the same time standoffish like they saying come close.
But not too close or they telling me that you're sweet.
But that lil' glint of danger in them.
That warn me not to take your kindness for weakness.
I can see longing and wanting in your eyes.
Too fear and pain masked by your half smile.
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Stuck In the Dark With You Baby
I'm stuck in this life with you.
And
I have no place to go.
To stay and live my life away in the dark.
Where ever you are to come through baby.
You know I love you.
And
I want to go but I can't.
Because you know.
I don't have no place to go.
I'm stuck in the dark with you.
Because,
Because,
Because.
YOU
KNOW
I'm stuck in the dark with you.
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Because I Miss You
Mom:
I can say that you are the role model in my life.
You have taught me so much about God and life.
You are the one who is there when I really need someone.
The person I can vent to.
I really look up to you.
The past two years I was gone.
There would be nights where I would cry myself to sleep.
Thinking about you and the fun times we had together.
My days would go by and I would think.
I really miss this woman, does she miss me?
I really don't think you could ever understand.
what you mean to me.
I don't think words could describe how much I love you.
And how much I am thankful that you are in my life.
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Sorry I Had To Vent A Little
Is it okay to let go?
Or are we forced to conceal the way we feel?
Forced to let it out in private shielded by a wall of fear.
Fear of ridicule.
fear of unacceptance.
Or just the fear of no one noticing.
Why do we put on the mask of deception?
Of false hope,
putting on a fake smile;
Pushing and pushing everyone away,
When in reality we need them to see past all the falseness.
So then can help before it leads to one pretty little line.
Then another,
After a while, if telling people lies
About them, ,it's too late.
All they can do now is sit there.
And wonder what they did wrong.
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Dissecting My Teardrops
Drip, Drop the faucets under my eyebrows want to stop...
I look inside them like bubbles.
Then they pop.
How can they be filled with so much pain, anger, sadness, healing, and memory?
And hit the concrete as I walk these dark streets and miss my feet.
Just like I miss the way he eats.
Just like the way he gets excited on a roller coaster and get all hype.
Tears of joy.
But I can't enjoy him anymore because he's gone and it's just me.
And these freaking tears.
F you tear glands.
Let me hit this wall when I'm mad.
Now I got three broken fingers on my hand.
But the pain is nothing compared to this broken heart.
I use a glass jar to catch my tears.
And over the years I study and dissect these tears and these jars.
But I get nowhere.
I just in this little room and in my head and I go nowhere.
I cut my chest open and look for my heart but it's with him in his wallet and he's out there...
Somewhere...
So it hits me as clear as day...
I made it harder than a night to see it at first...
when all these tears.
I WAS CATCHING, AND DISSECTING CAME FROM FOUR EYES HIS PLUS MINES...
I HURT HIM AND NOW HE'S GONE...
I WAS A FOOL SO BLIND AND NOW WHEN I LOOK AT HIM AND ASK MYSELF.
WHY WE NOT TOGETHER anymore OR WHY HIS LOVE IS GONE.
It's BECAUSE OF ME I MESSED UP AND NOW IM THE PAST...
JUST LIKE A B, I have been I'M BEHIND...
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I Wish
It's funny how I can sit back and think.
It was once upon a time you were
JUST MiNE.
I remember over you know a few people.
I knew and me and you, "who that" what.
Nah," who that", just because
I didn't know who you knew...
Now it's like a say a letter you can finish the name.
Sometimes its amazing how social sites.
Can bring fame I just want things to be the same.
Like when you had to ask people names.
Now it's like my friend is your friends.
And yall might be close friends.
Then when we were friends
or were we even friends??
Nowadays you gotta ask what is a friend.
Because people do soo much dirt.
they don't know whats wrong or right.
Then be good for throwing
something like "you know.
I wouldn't do that, that's trifling.
That's dirty, that ain't me.
I don't do my friends like that".
but shoot nowadays people do what the heck they want
[ iKNOW is DO].
And I don't blame anybody.
because you should do what the flip you want.
when you want.
However, you want with whoever you want
BUT when you do it
AT LEAST KEEP iT 100.
Lord everybody uses that line...
Knowing darn well they keeping it far from 100.
It's shame you can't see who telling the truth nowadays.
But OH WELL ITS LiKE..!!
It's funny how I just sit back and look at it...
People act as if they really know people.
But if it won't for some it would really be NUN.
Its gone be hard for people to understand.
where I'm coming from.
But I know exactly what I am talking about.
And the shoe fit for more the one shoe.
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'Time Will Tell'
'Time Will Tell'
Things are going on and feelings are getting strong.
I have done some silly things but I will not do you wrong.
The past is the past we cant go back but we can make this last.
As the days go by all I can do is think of you.
How you talk to me and do the things you do.
You’ll been through a lot and I have to.
But I think its time we trust our heart.
Mind, body, and soul cause this is something true.
Age is young but mind is always older.
Being with you has opened my heart to become bolder.
As days go by my age grows older and my mind stronger.
If you like how things are now just know they can only get better.
A wise man once told me you can go through the weather.
It's been spring and now flowing through summer.
Next we have fall which we will not then comes winter.
When the days are cold.
Just hope your heart can take it all.
Cause mines is willing not to fall!
You have my heart now only time will tell.
What you decide to do with it…
BE Wise :)
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A Poem From Him "So Special"
There's something about you. Something I know is true.
Your beautiful in every way possible.
What you are is 100% truthful.
Your eyes makes my mind travel for miles.
Don't even get me started with that amazing smile.
Your eyes burst with honesty and love.
Put it on the table and I'll be ready to grub.
Now that smile is what makes my days sunny.
Girl I swear you are as sweet as hunny.
That little giggle is what I find funny.
No not in a bad way so don't take it the wrong way.
I return the favor so call me your hunny bunny.
I can see it now, your face turn red from the blushing.
Girl stop I can leave your blood rushing.
Your heart is pounding for me.
Me is who you will get and who I'll be.
There's no faking.
I mean what's the point of faking to you.
That day came where we made it to.
Your touch takes my breath away everytime.
I could tell you I love you in every line.
Them lips, girl them lips are the sweetest.
One way to take me away is that way and it's the quickest.
Your skin is like the clouds.
I can hear your heart it's so loud.
It's screaming for me so let me in.
I'm not gonna storage in heartache bin.
Now I could go forever talking about your good looks.
But now it's time to step back and read you like a book.
I love you is now what I'm saying.
In my bed now is where you will be laying.
Life's a B but I can't do nothing but live it.
Got my girl under my arm so y'all best believe it my life no joke.
I've taken to many chances and I will make it through.
If I don't man I'm the one that's going to lose.
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Something I Didn't Add?
Only time will tell where the love at!
And it's not with me you are right I think it is about time for me to fly?
I ain't satisfy you no way no how.
But like I said one day reality.
Is really going to hit you.
It ain't even about picking up a pen and a piece of paper because regardless of what I write you, you don't believe it anyway so what's that telling me me?
You had and still have all this time to think about what you want but it's not me.
Anytime you say what you said in the first and only letter you ever wrote me I know what time it is "its okay" I still love you.
But I hope when you get home you know what you doing?
The one you trusting and talking to, that's the one who gone end up breaking your heart like you broke mines.
You never believed anything i said, but this actually one thing you wish you would have believe.
Why you turning me down, talking bout this and that baby!
It's the other way around "believe that".
Sometimes you need to sit and ask yourself this question.
"Why" and see what answer you come up with.
If you can't do that then let it be.
It's just so sad the way you feel but I could see why it's not because of me it's because of what you hearing about me.
But look at you and what you doing.
And that's still hurting me.
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