The vow
I have grown up.. i keep growing up.. However, i have not grown out of you.. I keep meeting new people..some a lessons some a blessing some both.. I have to question what love really is after the break up.. And the answer i keep getting is you.. Miles apart yet so omnipresent.. Constantly in my thoughts.. Constantly being called by those feelings.. I have changed since the first time you saw me & since the last time too.. This..remains unchanged.. Its not my intent to torture you with my presence, feelings, messages, mail... I don't even know if you are receiving my messages.. We are the mirrors of each other.. Elder to a younger version.. So much alike than different.. Told me once..you loved too..& u wrote too..just it didn't get to him.. Same here somehow.. Guess you lost yourself in pursuing your career & studies.. Same here too.. Yet, i don't regret you.. Truly seeing you.. And loving what i see.. Can't walk away from that.. What i wanted from you has changed to what i want for you.. To be safe.. To be healthy.. To be happy.. To be love.. And to keep that melting smile of yours.. I won't come back if that's what you want.. I won't remind you of that chapter.. But i will always love you from afar.. And that's a truth you & i cannot deny.. We don't choose who we fall for, yet a vow was said & here i am, fufilling it..
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