The vow
I have grown up..
i keep growing up..
However, i have not grown out of you..
I keep meeting new people..some a lessons some a blessing some both..
I have to question what love really is after the break up..
And the answer i keep getting is you..
Miles apart yet so omnipresent..
Constantly in my thoughts..
Constantly being called by those feelings..
I have changed since the first time you saw me & since the last time too..
This..remains unchanged..
Its not my intent to torture you with my presence, feelings, messages, mail...
I don't even know if you are receiving my messages..
We are the mirrors of each other..
Elder to a younger version..
So much alike than different..
Told me once..you loved too..& u wrote too..just it didn't get to him..
Same here somehow..
Guess you lost yourself in pursuing your career & studies..
Same here too..
Yet, i don't regret you..
Truly seeing you..
And loving what i see..
Can't walk away from that..
What i wanted from you has changed to what i want for you..
To be safe..
To be healthy..
To be happy..
To be love..
And to keep that melting smile of yours..
I won't come back if that's what you want..
I won't remind you of that chapter..
But i will always love you from afar..
And that's a truth you & i cannot deny..
We don't choose who we fall for, yet a vow was said & here i am, fufilling it..
2019-03-31 15:12:49
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