Creeper that Creeps within- Bipolar
(18+)
I am crumbling into a shallow cocoon Like home of a sad caterpillar Transforming into a euphoric vibrant butterfly; Well f**k that, I'm a sad caterpillar again, And again and now again a euphoric butterfly. A catastrophe has hit my life With happy endings in between the lines... Though my hamartia ain't suffice! And my breathing is suffocating As the happiness kills new vibes... It's like dangling to and fro from the extremes Of a pendulum clock - 'my life'. This is the sad truth and all things bad, These have all been bottling up And my stars didn't collide, Can't live in the in-betweens. My normal is not your normal And your normal isn't mine; These thoughts are all spilled on paper Like a tragedy and a comedy, Perhaps, a tragi-comedy - 'my life'. And this creeper creeps into me From all darkness and all light... But to kill me, No, my bipolar ain't suffice! . . . . . This poem is to spread awareness about bipolar disorder... "It's a psychiatric illness characterized by both manic and depressive episodes, or manic ones only." There was a time in my life when I've been through it, and it's still an everyday battle... But what matters is to accept it and live life as it is given to you... I do feel things a little too deep maybe... But nothing I'm ashamed of... I wasn't really allowed to talk about it... But now I really want to as I'm ready. And I just wanna tell that those who are out there and still dealing with it, I just wanna tell them that it's gonna be alright and you'll make it! :): (p.s. - I never thought I was gonna write all this in caption) 💚🖤💚🖤 crazy life tho... :(:
I am crumbling into a shallow cocoon Like home of a sad caterpillar Transforming into a euphoric vibrant butterfly; Well f**k that, I'm a sad caterpillar again, And again and now again a euphoric butterfly. A catastrophe has hit my life With happy endings in between the lines... Though my hamartia ain't suffice! And my breathing is suffocating As the happiness kills new vibes... It's like dangling to and fro from the extremes Of a pendulum clock - 'my life'. This is the sad truth and all things bad, These have all been bottling up And my stars didn't collide, Can't live in the in-betweens. My normal is not your normal And your normal isn't mine; These thoughts are all spilled on paper Like a tragedy and a comedy, Perhaps, a tragi-comedy - 'my life'. And this creeper creeps into me From all darkness and all light... But to kill me, No, my bipolar ain't suffice! . . . . . This poem is to spread awareness about bipolar disorder... "It's a psychiatric illness characterized by both manic and depressive episodes, or manic ones only." There was a time in my life when I've been through it, and it's still an everyday battle... But what matters is to accept it and live life as it is given to you... I do feel things a little too deep maybe... But nothing I'm ashamed of... I wasn't really allowed to talk about it... But now I really want to as I'm ready. And I just wanna tell that those who are out there and still dealing with it, I just wanna tell them that it's gonna be alright and you'll make it! :): (p.s. - I never thought I was gonna write all this in caption) 💚🖤💚🖤 crazy life tho... :(:
2020-03-12 17:34:59
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