How It Feels Like

How It Feels Like - Bipolar

Palak Verma

My heart says... "Like sadness it creeps in On the insides of my palace And I can't escape it - A painless poisoned chalice. It unravels multilayers of my soul Till my ruptured thoughts feel personified And I think I feel a bit too much... Notwithstanding gigantic butterflies; Just seems like the birth Of this so-called new true love... My mind feels perplexed My emotions are twitching Again and again, every single day!" And I say... "My heart isn't made for you to break One more time..." . . . . . . (This poem is to spread awareness about bipolar disorder... "It's a psychiatric illness characterized by both manic and depressive episodes, or manic ones only." There was a time in my life when I've been through it, and it's still an everyday battle... But what matters is to accept it and live life as it is given to you... I do feel things a little too deep maybe... But nothing I'm ashamed of... I wasn't really allowed to talk about it... But now I really want to as I'm ready. And I just wanna tell that those who are out there and still dealing with it, I just wanna tell them that it's gonna be alright and you'll make it! :): (p.s. - I never thought I was gonna write all this in caption) 💙🖤💙🖤 crazy life tho... :(: . . . Also, this poem is in continuation with a previous poem that I posted earlier, "Creeper that Creeps within - Bipolar")

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JENOVA JACKSON CHASE

@Palak Verma welcome

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2020-04-01 04:59:03

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STELLA RAYMOND

Awesome

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2020-04-10 06:24:42

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Palak Verma

@STELLA RAYMOND thanks!💖

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Question 1?/Вопрос 1?

shadowlinxxx morgan

The girl that questions everything,is a girl that needs many answers.She wanders the earth trying to find the person that can answer her many queries.Everthing she writes has a hidden question that makes her heart ache and her head hurt.She spends days writing sad story's that she forgets her sad life.Shes in a painful story that never ends,she's in a story that writes itself.The pages in the book were filled ever so easy,because her heart wrote it for her.She spent her life being afraid,that's what made it so boring.Finding her passion was easy,but fulfilling it was the hardest part of all.Her writing may be boring and sad,but it's what keeps her sane. "She had all the questions in the word,and he had all the answers." Lillian xx

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Emotions/эмоции

shadowlinxxx morgan

ENGLISH;I am happy, when the sun shines bright and your smile is genuine.I am sad,when the rain pours down and your eyes flood with tears.I am angry,when you lie and are selfish.I am jelous,when you spend your time with everyone but me.I am excited,when I know I have a day ahead with only you.I am worried,when your promises are slipping away from my reach.I am heartbroken,when you prove to me I will forever be alone.I am scared,when my nightmares turn into a reality.I am lonely,when you walk away for good.I am so damaged,when you break my heart over and over again.. I am tired,when I feel all these emotions at once.I feel so alone,that I'm starting to like it that way.I feel too many emotions,and that's what makes me human.I feel things,and that is something I'm not capable of stopping.I am not going to hide away my emotions,because without them I mean nothing,with out them I am nothing. Lillian *Sorry about errors* RUSSIAN; Фамили счастлив, когда ярко светит солнце и "твоя улыбка искренняя". Мне грустно, когда льет дождь, а твои глаза наполняются слезами. Я злюсь, когда ты лжешь и эгоистичен. Я болею, когда ты проводишь время со всеми, кроме меня. Я взволнован, когда я знаю, что у меня впереди только один день. Я волнуюсь, когда твои обещания ускользают от моей досягаемости. Я с разбитым сердцем, когда ты Докажи мне, что я навсегда останусь один. Мне страшно, когда мои кошмары превращаются в реальность. Я одинок, когда ты уходишь навсегда. Я так поврежден, когда ты разбиваешь мне сердце снова и снова .. Я устал , когда я чувствую все эти эмоции одновременно. Я чувствую себя настолько одиноким, что мне это начинает нравиться. Я чувствую многие эмоции, и это то, что делает меня человеком. Я чувствую вещи, и это то, что я Я не собираюсь прятать свои эмоции, потому что без них я ничего не значу. Лилиан и моя дорогая подруга Фиалка Я скучаю по ультрафиолету LILLIAN xx

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