Перед собой хочу быть честен
Перед собой хочу быть честен, Приму реальность без прикрас. Я в её жизни неуместен, Словно на клумбе водолаз. Признаюсь я себе к тому же, Хоть не ищу судьбы иной, Я ей по сути так же нужен, Как шуба в августовский зной. И пусть ей имя – Безупречность, Мечты – лишь лёд. Ну и пускай. Из них составлю слово «В Е Ч Н О С Т Ь», Как бестолковый, глупый Кай. Я в клоунском нелепом гриме Ищу цветы среди пластмасс. И повторяю её имя, - Чтоб не забыть в предсмертный час.
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