All I want
I sat there and waited
For you to notice my pain
For you to see that I had waited long enough
And give me the one thing I wanted most
All I wanted was for you shower me with love
Never left cz they said that you loved me
But you just didn't know how to express it
But I can't wait forever for that
You stopped calling cz you didn't care
And I started balling out tears
When I finally realized how stupid I was
I opened my eyes and started noticing things I didn't before
I went on my bed and cried, I was so depressed
And sad waiting for something I knew would never come
My heart doesn't beat fast when I see you
I guess that I have finally let go
I didn't know that saying goodbye is this hard
I don't have the courage to face you
To tell you that we have to stop having meaningless sex
All in the name of friends with benefits cz I don't feel it any more
I don't want to be your friend anymore
Cz I know you are not
You have led me onto this dark path called love then left me
To find my way back to sanity all alone
2019-01-07 07:51:05
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