Demons
You are nothing, they said
My mind is a mess
They tell me am sad and pathetic
The voices in my head are killing me, a slow and torturous death
All the blows, punches
I won’t let them see how much they get into me.
I hide my fears and tears from them
What they don’t know is that they rip me into two
They said I shouldn’t cry cz am not human
That’s why I take it all and not shed a tear
I can’t speak cz mouth is sealed
Or fight for myself cz they have broken me down
Heart growing to stone
All because it bled to death an back to life
Seeing the day is the a miracle for the horrible nights I have
Cz they are always on the attack to crumble me down
A heart of steel, hatred, anger
This is what comes to me everytime I hear their voices
I plan and plan their deaths in my head
But I don’t execute them cz I know they will always win
They inflict pain cz they know they always win
I know they want me dead
They have triedbut never won
They are the demons in the walls of my mind
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