CVRNERED
Something's pressing on my brain, Orders to do murders, I can't stand the pain it uses as leverage, The knife in my hands cuts the skin like it's butter, I suffocate as if I hung on the chain, Panic and anxiety rises in my mind, I don't know who does it, but it looks like I'm going to die, I'm powerless an' don't even see an opponent to fight, I can't fight what is inside, So what should I do? Do I need to hear screams in my ears till blood flows? Everything around me seems not true, I don't believe my mind, or eyes, or ears anymore, The degree of the brain increases, it hurts and boils, I think it'll die soon I'm alone inside the mind, Second personalities seem to have died, I'm pinned to the wall an' there are no paths and no light, I don't see any ray of light, it's pitch black, like the deepest night, Maybe I have lost my mind and everything 'round is a lie? I'm not sure of anythin', so this is an option that I can't deny, Why do I hear someone's girly voice crying near me? Is it an angel or a man or just 'nother hallucination? Someone, please, Pull the trigger to my temple and end this hellish agony, I'm tired of the torment that my mind gives me, my soul and everything inside is already broken, What have I done to deserve all this sufferin'? I don't understand, I was normal 'n' lived in peace, but now I'm definitely not human
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JENOVA JACKSON CHASE
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