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When I die an accident - I hope everyone will not mourn me; only those who really knew me. I don't want a lot of hypocritical shit...
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Когда я умру несчастным случаем - я надеюсь меня не будут все оплакивать; только те кто меня реально знал могут оплакивать меня. Я не хочу много лицемерного дерьма... Ещё и после смерти...
Unexplained incident.31.05.21
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"On May 31st, a teenager was found dead in his own room with open veins. The blade was not found, but the body literally lay in a pool of blood. There was one oddity, the blood was cold. Feels like ice. The cause of death has not been clarified. Also, whether it was suicide or premeditated murder is not clear. The teenager had a second personality, possibly with bipolar disorder. This hasn't happened before, so the entire police station is interested in this incident."
31/05/2021
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SLAVE VF THE HEART
I can't understand why
I'm losing everyone I have,
So fuck them,
It feels like I'm being used
And I'm just a thing,
Nah,
ALL I DO IS PLAY THE ROLE OF A SLAVE,
This game is fucking sick,
IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO WIN,
I want to break the system AN' THEN JUST LIVE IN PEACE,
I think it's time to snap and spill blood in a stream,
I think this life's a crap, THERE'S NO REASON TO EXIST,
EVERY TIME I BECOME A SLAVE,
I HATE THIS ROLE,
TELL ME HOW YOU FEEL,
BREAKING MY LIFE,
WHAT HAPPENS IN YOUR MIND WHEN YOU INTENTIONALLY KILL?
I JUST DON'T SEE THE PROS OF BEING ALIVE
WHEN YOUR LIFE IS RULED
BY SOMEONE ELSE
I can't fucking fall asleep even for a little while,
All that pain I cannot keep, I JUST WANNA POUR IT OUT,
All this pain went very deep, I don't see a single light,
I hear voices in my head and
THEY'RE GETTIN' FUCKING LOUD
MY BODY HANGS IN THE AIR,
My soul wonders if it's fair,
BUT SOMEHOW I DON'T CARE,
Anyway,
Everything I do when I'm alive
AFTER DEATH GOES NOWHERE...
EVERYTHING I DO WHEN I'M ALIVE AFTER DEATH GOES NOWHERE...
I'm a slave of the heart and I guess it's my mistake...
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TRUE MASK
I'm so grateful to nature for makin' me cold-blooded,
I'm not afraid of torture it's a passion to be honest,
But I live on and wear masks often,
Without 'em, I would have been killed at school age,
So here is how,
I don't know
Who I'd be without cold blood,
But fuck it,
I guess,
I ACCEPT WHAT I AM,
I DO NOT HAVE TO REJECT MY REAL SELF
I'd to create a different personality to deal with all the pain,
It will take a lot of time and nerves to heal all wounds, insane
I'm about to kill this life my senses telling me it's happenin' again,
I cannot make up n' decide if I live this life for anythin' or in vain
I wonder why it made me a psychopath,
When someone dies bleeding I walk past,
Sometimes I regret I was made this way and then I'm so sad,
I can only imagine 'nother life with my eyes closed, bad,
When I'm angry I can kill,
I regret that I can't feel,
For all the pain and blood that spilled,
I will never feel no guilt...
I don't exclude the possibility that this could all be a dream,
And all the blood and all the cruelty 'round me really just seems,
And when I'm rude or seem like an psycho, then I just needa blow off some steam,
This may sound funny but it's true I still wake up in a cold sweat from some dreams...
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LEAVE ME DRØWNING HERE IN BLVVD
Of course
I don't feel no pain,
I don't wan' have anything to do with you,
You yourself cut my veins,
Leave me drowning here in blood,
I don't need your help,
I already hope for death,
All those feelings that I felt,
Turned my brain to fucking jell,
Leave me here to die alone,
My hand's still holding the gun,
But I don't think that it'll be useful to me,
I'm already bleeding I ask you to leave,
I don't want the last thing I saw was a mask on your face,
After death I'll be better, I'll melt in the death's embrace,
Your heart's blackened anyway,
I won't give a second chance
The sounds of sirens in my head,
Make me deaf,
BLOOD FROM MY BOTH EARS FLOWS THROUGH THE STREAM,
I'm already craving for death,
Ripping the heart out of your chest I feel equilibrium in justice,
All that I remember from the past is the pain you caused me,
I don't need your 'pology,
Love right now is anarchy,
Keep your lies to yourself,
Only when I'm by myself,
I'M ALRIGHT FOR REAL
YEAH,
JUST LEAVE ME DROWNING HERE IN BLOOD...
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