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Look at me like I am a creature from another planet, I'mma walking dead crawlin' along the road an' I ain't know when I'll be dead, I'm so cut that spilled blood from my mouth, People around just laughed, No, that’s real, I cough up blood, it ain't just a cough, There's a gun in my pocket, If I give up, I will shoot myself... Huhhh... Injustice is what I hate more for everything, Lie to my eyes that already ain't care 'bout the bastard's words, The fact that I've a consciousness and a piece of the soul doesn't bother you, My soul does not hurt, But you're abusin' sadism, I ain't care, I hit you in the face and see blood, I'VE VAMPIRISM, All the bastards from the past made me a BEAST, WHY CANNOT I SEE THE POINT IN LIFE? I WAS HOPIN' TO SUFFOCATE IN MY OWN BLOOD, BUT WHY CAN'T I JUST SUFFOCATE AND DIE? WHY AM I SO EMPTY WITH A DEPRESSED MOOD? I'M DESPERATE AND NOT GOING TO GET UP, THE VOICES IN MY HEAD FUCKED ME UP A LONG TIME AGO, THE KNIFE IN MY SKIN STAYED FOR A VERY LONG TIME, BUT DIDN'T ALLOW MY BLOOD TO SPILL OUT, I DIDN’T FAINT EVEN FROM FIVE CUTS, I TOOK A SCALPEL AND CUT OUT MY OWN GUT, IT WAS DELICIOUS, BUT I DIDN'T REALIZE ALL THE MADNESS THAT WAS HAPPENIN', FUCK Y'ALL HYPOCRITICAL BITCHES, YOU ALL CHANGE YOUR MIND DEPENDIN' ON THE OPINION OF THE CROWD, I'M SICK, I'M NOT PROUD OF IT, THE DEVIL IS TELLIN' ME THE TRUTH AND THEREFORE I TRUST HIM, MY LIFE COULD END AT ANY MOMENT, I LOVE EXTREME, MY LIFE COULD END AT ANY MOMENT, I LOVE EXTREME... Can you tell me only one thin'? WHY AM I NOT DYIN'?...

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The girl that questions everything,is a girl that needs many answers.She wanders the earth trying to find the person that can answer her many queries.Everthing she writes has a hidden question that makes her heart ache and her head hurt.She spends days writing sad story's that she forgets her sad life.Shes in a painful story that never ends,she's in a story that writes itself.The pages in the book were filled ever so easy,because her heart wrote it for her.She spent her life being afraid,that's what made it so boring.Finding her passion was easy,but fulfilling it was the hardest part of all.Her writing may be boring and sad,but it's what keeps her sane. "She had all the questions in the word,and he had all the answers." Lillian xx

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