EMVTIVNLESS/DEVASTATED
I'm devastated by all the gossip, Call it depression, even though I tryna turn it away, I SWEAR BY THE DEVIL THAT I'M NOT A FUCKING CLOWN, REAL CUTS PROVE IT, Oh yeah, I FORGOT THAT YOU ALL ASK IF I'M OKAY JUST FOR FUN, TO SEE THE SMILE ON MY FACE WHICH DISAPPEARS IN A COUPLE OF SECONDS, YOU SEE LIGHT AND JOY, BUT I SEE DARKNESS 'N' BLOODY SUN, IT'S SEEMS LIKE I'M NAILED TO BED WHEN I WAKE UP FROM THE NEXT NIGHTMARES IN THE NIGHT AND CAN NOT RUN, WENT TO ALL PSYCHIATRISTS AND DOCTORS BUT NO ONE COULD GIMME A SOLUTION, I DON'T KNOW IF I SHOULD LIVE TO SEE SALVATION, MOST LIKELY I'LL WAIT FOR MY MENTAL EXECUTION, WHICH WILL SPEND SOME PERSONALITY OF MY MIND, DEVIL OR MY DEMON, IT DOESN'T MATTER 'CUZ I'LL END UP IN HELL ANYWAY Are you talking about positive thinking? I couldn't live with it at least a day, Antidepressants were all that kept me afloat, OPEN EYES TO THE TRUTH REALLY GOT ME BIG CLOUT, The length of time when I WAS A KID AND ABSORBED INFORMATION LIKE A SPONGE MADE ME WHAT I AM NOW, The lies that I was taught when I was a child, I REALIZED WHAT IT WAS JUST NOW, I COULD NOT BELIEVE THAT LIFE'S SO EASY AND BRIGHT AND THAT WAS THE RIGHT THOUGHT, I TRIED TO OPEN THE EYES OF OTHERS, BUT THEY CALLED ME A PSYCHO I realized that if others don't ask for help, then they don't need it, My life's on the first priority, And other lives shouldn't worry me, I shouldn't be a bag of answers, I should be a person and solve my own problems
2020-12-07 08:08:35
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«And in my hour of darkness She is standing right in front of me Speaking words of wisdom, "Let it be"» Beatles - Let it be Хай буде так. Прийми своє життя. Прийми негоду, біль і в серці рану. Прийми свою не вічність, як буття. Прийми, що у людей на тебе інші плани. І не кричи, не плач, коли летиш із неба. Земля тверда. Це так. Реальна. Не м'яка. Живи та не шкодуй. Так було треба. Можливо не тобі. Комусь. Чиясь рука. Ти витримав. Стерпів. Усі пройшов дороги. Ти не зламався, ні. Ти просто біг не так. Ти просто падав. Просто вірив богу, І довіряв не тим. Кохав не так. Хай буде так. Прийми, що ти один І залишайся сильним, що б не було далі. Життя лиш мить, в яку стікає плин годин. Лиш зайчик сонячний, ребро медалі. Бо що б не було - ти не вічний, ні. І те що має тут коштовність, там - згорає. Ти помираєш тут. Зникаєш на війні. Та пам'ятай - у смерті щастя аж ніяк немає.
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Question 1?/Вопрос 1?
The girl that questions everything,is a girl that needs many answers.She wanders the earth trying to find the person that can answer her many queries.Everthing she writes has a hidden question that makes her heart ache and her head hurt.She spends days writing sad story's that she forgets her sad life.Shes in a painful story that never ends,she's in a story that writes itself.The pages in the book were filled ever so easy,because her heart wrote it for her.She spent her life being afraid,that's what made it so boring.Finding her passion was easy,but fulfilling it was the hardest part of all.Her writing may be boring and sad,but it's what keeps her sane. "She had all the questions in the word,and he had all the answers." Lillian xx
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