See how all the people 'round begin to turn with alcohol into pigs, I'm the only one who hasn't lost my mind, I ain't yet completely sick, I'm the only one who hasn't lost touch with reality, I ain't so sick, I wage war In my mind While others in their own world, I ain't drunk, My heart is stony and damn cold, ay I sometimes wonder if I'm doing something wrong, An' at that very moment I think in the ego 'bout the past and what I could damn change, I know a bunch of future events, I left the environment of comfort to be at the level at which now, and I ain't regret, I kill all those who came from the past for me, without leavin' a living trace from 'em, Headache is my main problem, If I fall asleep, I'll be exhausted from dreams in the morning, I'm still dealing with the devil, he's my homie, Night killings make me profit, There's no more space in the body bag, I have to make coffins, But it doesn’t bring me any inconvenience, Over the years I have gained experience, But reality is like a matrix, IT CONSTANTLY SEEMS TO ME THAT IT IS NOT REAL, CONSCIOUSNESS TELLS ME THAT I AM AGGRESSIVE, BUT IT SEEMS TO ME THAT THIS IS A LIE, IT'S SO STRANGE TO REALIZE THAT I'M STILL ALIVE OUTSIDE, I LOOK AT THE EMPTINESS AND I FEEL HOW IT TEARS OUT MY EYES, THE CUTS ON MY SKIN ARE TOO DEEP TO SEE ANYTHIN', BRUISING DOES NOT BRING ME DISCOMFORT... Blood flows through the skin, that is the norm, Uh, The environment finished off my choice about suicide, Life could be beautiful if it had less lies, My main goal in life was to achieve the eradication of injustice, I just wanted no one to turn a blind eye to the deceivers and exterminate 'em, WHY EVERYWHERE IS ONLY A LIE, LIES ARE THE SECOND ENEMY AFTER DEATH, I CAN ONLY TRUST MYSELF... BITCHES ARE JUST THE WEIGHT THAT KEEPS MONEY TO A MINIMUM... FUCK A LYIN' LIFE, I AIN'T NEED MY HEALTH I'M FLOATING IN THE BLOOD, I'LL TEAR THE FLESH ON MY STOMACH LIKE A WOLF, FUCK A LYIN' LIFE, I AIN'T NEED MY HEALTH... I already realized that life in a lie is unpromising... And don't try to convince me of this... I saw everything from my own experience...