REALITY
I'VE BEEN LOCKED IN MY HEAD FOR A WHILE,
IT GAVE ME ENOUGH TIME TO REALIZE,
THAT THE WORLD I LIVE IN IS A LIE,
FOR A LONG TIME MY CONSCIENCE TRIED TO OPEN MY EYES,
AND I SEE THAT I ONLY TRIED TO DECEIVE MYSELF,
AND I EVEN MANAGED TO BELIEVE THAT I LIVE A WONDERFUL LIFE,
SOMEONE HAD TO WAKE ME UP,
BUT IT FEELS LIKE TIME IS UP,
IT SEEMS LIKE IT'D BE EASIER TO JUST END IT ALL,
END IT ALL
I DON'T SLEEP A SINGLE NIGHT,
MANY THINGS ARE SPINNING IN MY MIND BUT WHY,
MY BRAIN IS TIRED WITH RED EYES,
ROTTING 'LONE WITHIN FOUR WALLS, I AIN'T FEEL MYSELF ALIVE,
NOT A SINGLE BOTTLE PUTS ME TO SLEEP,
I CAN'T WIN THIS BATTLE AND LEAVE IN SOME PEACE,
I'M TIRED OF THE DEMONS WHISPERING THEY PISS ME OFF,
ALL THIS NOISE CLOGGED IN MY EARS I'M ON THE WAY TO THE BOILING POINT
I SEE DEMONS WATCHING ME FOR SOME REASON,
THEY'RE NOT EVIL, THEN WHY DO THEY STARE AT ME?
IT FEELS LIKE THEY'RE 'BOUT TO GRAB ME NOW,
AS IF THE DEVIL'S WATCHIN' ME AND AT THE SAME TIME SCARIN' ME.
Huh, it's still funny how I see the blanket as a shield,
The blood is runnin' through my veins now, feeling like I'm going to be killed,
Maybe I just need to close my eyes and in fact all this ain't real,
The heart is beating, the nerves are compressed, and there's an spontaneous thrill
2021-04-24 08:41:54
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