SVCIVPATH
These days I used to be alone, I look in the face in the mirror, So many thoughts about a boring and useless life, she is so monochrome, My mind is full of demons that cannot calm down, At night they don't let me find peace, All I want is a dark night and peace with silence, So that I wasn't a sociopath, and lived like everyone else, I guess there's no other option, Why am I drowning in thoughts and as if dusting in the ocean? I'm devastated, my face doesn't show my emotions, After my eyes were gouged out, I forgot about the feeling of caution Don't call me a nihilist for my company avoidance, I cover my ears with my palms not to don't hear your conversations, My head is cracking 'cause my demons are making noises, And that's the reason why I'm slowly but surely going crazy, I'm not a shaking junkie, but possibly a schizophrenic, My mind is weak and my heart is in a panic, I'm in a mind cage and I guess I'll never break it, So dark inside my mind, my cage looks like a basement, I see darkness and the souls that I killed in it, I can't face them, This is a game of mind in which I am a patient I really became a sociopath, Isolation made me like that, I would like to live differently, but I cannot go back and change the moment in my life when I became a sociopath and I cannot be different, I'm a loner in life without real friends
2020-11-27 11:33:37
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