SVICIDAL IV
I KEEP THINKING ABOUT THE MEANING OF LIFE,
BUT HOW MANY TIMES I DON’T THINK,
IT ALWAYS TURNS OUT THAT IT DOESN'T EXIST,
I GIVE YOU A BLADE,
I FELL INTO DESPAIR,
I CANNOT REACH DEATH,
I CAN'T KILL MYSELF,
THIS IS A CIRCLE OF PAIN,
THERE IS NO WAY OUT LIKE IN A CAGE,
IT'S THE AGONY AND TORTURE THAT I FEEL OVER AND OVER AGAIN,
WHY CAN'T I JUST TURN THIS PAGE?
TAKE THAT BLADE AND PIERCE MY VEINS,
I SEE NO REASON TO GO NOWHERE, MY EXISTENCE IS IN VAIN,
I'M TIRED OF BEING TORTURED TILL I FAINT,
MY BLOOD RUNS ON MY SKIN LIKE RAIN
PLEASE MAKE SURE I DIE COMPLETELY,
THERE IS NO ONE ELSE WHO CAN SAVE ME,
LIFE HAS MADE ME CRAZY,
I'M REGRET THAT I WENT THROUGH THIS,
I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR PEACE FOR SO LONG, THE ONLY THING I HAVE BEEN CHASIN',
I've no hatred or aggression,
I'M JUST TIRED OF LIVING IN MATTER,
THIS IS MY FUCKING MOOD NOW, NOT PROPAGANDA,
I BREATHE LIKE A BEAST WITH NO PACE,
OR MORE LIKE DARTH VADER,
I AM MY OWN BIGGEST HATER,
I've already lost my patience,
I WANNA DIE NOW AND NOT LATER,
All my thoughts that I've gathered,
Made me understand one truth,
I've got nothin' left and nothin' left to lose,
YOUR HAND AND BLADE ARE THE KEY TO MY PEACE, NOT SOME KIND OF LOOP
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