THE PURSUIT III
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Wherever I go, I see demons chasin' me, I really don't know what they wanna take from me But maybe some of my sin beckons 'em to me, I'm hiding from them I ain't know what they'll do to me, Can't close my eyes even for a second, let alone sleep, I'm scared of every rustle, it seems like someone's creepín', It always seems like time is running out, I'm like a rat in a wheel, losing heart, I've a tail of demons, I'm hiding now, I won't be able to hide for a long time, SOMEDAY I WILL HAVE TO FIGHT WITH 'EM ALL, I START TO THINK THAT THEY ARE ONLY IN MY HEAD, 'CAUSE WHEREVER I GO, I CAN'T BE ALONE, THEY'RE JUST MY HEADACHE, AND NOBODY ELSE'S They always haunt me I cannot escape, I'm hiding, but they do not go away, My head is a mess, it seems I got lost on the way, Or is it just a dream, I don't wake up, but most likely it's a nightmare, IF SO WHY THEN AM I FREAKING SCARED? I'M TIRED AND ABOUT TO DESPAIR, IF I GET CAUGHT THEN NOW I'M WASTIN' AIR, UH, LIFE IS A RUSH, THERE'S NO POINT IN STAYIN' HERE, NOW I AM RUNNING TO NOWHERE My soul is fucking dirty and many demons are going to kill it. Because of this I'm in the middle of nothing. I begin to give up and despair in trying to escape. But what is left for me to do? Just Run.
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«And in my hour of darkness She is standing right in front of me Speaking words of wisdom, "Let it be"» Beatles - Let it be Хай буде так. Прийми своє життя. Прийми негоду, біль і в серці рану. Прийми свою не вічність, як буття. Прийми, що у людей на тебе інші плани. І не кричи, не плач, коли летиш із неба. Земля тверда. Це так. Реальна. Не м'яка. Живи та не шкодуй. Так було треба. Можливо не тобі. Комусь. Чиясь рука. Ти витримав. Стерпів. Усі пройшов дороги. Ти не зламався, ні. Ти просто біг не так. Ти просто падав. Просто вірив богу, І довіряв не тим. Кохав не так. Хай буде так. Прийми, що ти один І залишайся сильним, що б не було далі. Життя лиш мить, в яку стікає плин годин. Лиш зайчик сонячний, ребро медалі. Бо що б не було - ти не вічний, ні. І те що має тут коштовність, там - згорає. Ти помираєш тут. Зникаєш на війні. Та пам'ятай - у смерті щастя аж ніяк немає.
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I saw a dream, and there were you, And there was coldness in your eyes. I wonder what a kind of true Made you become as cold as ice. And later I looked back to get a sense This empty glance was hellish call of past. It used to be a high and strong defense Against the world, the pain and me at last. You looked at me, and peering in your soul, I felt so lonely, as something vital died. And that is what I fear most of all - That nothing gentle will remain inside. Inside of you. Inside of me as well. And nothing will be said to farewell.
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