You'll feel better without me
[Started writing at 30/11/2019] [Ended writing at 01/12/2019] You can't be happy with me, Uh, Work is the reason why I'm so sweaty, Uh, You push me to pity, Yeah, You can't absorb all the hate, Uh, So why are you puttin' up with her? Why are you pourin' all resentment into yo' heart? I don't judge the book on the cover, There are no lovers in my heart, I change too much, literally yesterday I was SUICIDAL, I threw all my rivals below me, I already took got my fee, I looked like an SCP object, My life wasn't perfect, You did not affect me, HAH, I somehow remained intact, I don't want to break anythin', Is it me at all?... I feel like you wanna be with me, But I'm too keen on money and bitches, Sorry... They blind me... I apologize... I didn't fall in love, but stuck to all the girls solely because of their appearance, Sincere crying eyes break me, I hope you'll excuse me for my mistake, I know, I completely contradicted myself in the past, but this isn't a lie, My heart is already open with your key, I hope you accept my apologies, I work with a hobby every day, I didn’t have a soul, but I took it from the devil, I don't wallow in rot, I've my own business, I ain't fall in the rankin', I hold my place, After all my presents, will you forget my face? I raise the bar with the amount of money and THE GROWTH RATE, EVERY MOVE I MAKE NOW CHANGES MY FATE... I change my phone number very often, Every sound of ex bitches kills my brain, I'm not the walking corpse yet, I'm human, I am crazy 'bout screamin' bitches that I break their SPINES, Do you also have schizophrenia, like mine? IF YES, THEN WE ARE BOTH SICK... HUH, DO YOU REALLY WANNA BE WITH ME? HUH, THINK CAREFULLY AND THEN SAY... Ain't lie arrogantly in my face, Do you wan' feel the taste of life with me? I'm not greedy, I give space, Tell me how you live with me in a few days, Ain't be afraid, I can restrain my anger if I have to, My look with tattoos can scare you, In my life you won't abuse, I'll see whether you're disgustin' or not, What topics can you talk 'bout? I will talk 'bout money an' what I got, There are a lot of cuts on my throat, Guess where they come from, They were made when I was suicidal, Don't even say I'mma liar, I wanna hear from you "You're really FIRE", But not humiliation... If you didn't want to call me that, Then you do not suit me, VERY SAD... YEAH... Are you like all the others depressive fifteen years old girls? Uh, You have no depression, all YO' WORDS ARE FALSE, Uh, You think I'm throwin' bitches FOR NO REASON? No, I threw em 'cause they ruined my summer season, Everyone is asking me "Where do you live" I live in an infected zone, I drink alcohol in my house, Everybody walks on tiptoe like mice, Only the devil keeps me awake, When I've paralysis, I can't do anythin', For some niggas it's funny, "Philips" headphone on my ears, Music gives energy and drives gears in the head, I wear the Supreme as a dicoration on my feet, The Heptor saves me from depression and so I ain't die, NOW I'M SERIOUS 'N' I AIN'T LYIN'... You can't be happy with me, Uh, Work is the reason why I'm so sweaty, Uh, You push me to pity, Yeah, You can't absorb all the hate, Uh, So why are you puttin' up with her? Why are you pourin' all resentment into yo' heart? I don't judge the book on the cover, There are no lovers in my heart...
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#mindisscreaming✍... This is fabulous...
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