I Won't Let You Know
I won't let you know,
I am feeling a sword being pierced through me.
I won't let you know,
I am drowning in a dark tearful sea.
I won't let you know,
How it feels, to fall on your knees.
I won't let you know,
What I see ahead of me, is defeat.
I will try to hide my pain behind a veil,
Made of a bright smile, smile that kills,
But I will cherish when you'll stare at me platonically.
I promise I won't let you know what's going on with me.
But I hope that you'll remember of how it feels,
To be loved, to be held, to have passionate kiss.
I hope those beautiful days, is what you'll miss,
While you see me faking myself like I am living in bliss.
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I won't let you know,
How much it pains to stay without you.
I won't let you know,
How it is to feel being close, yet apart too.
I won't let you know,
How it is to let go of the bond we sew.
I won't let you know,
How drenched my pillow gets with my salty dew.
I will try to avoid looking at you,
So that I can't see your blurred view,
Because I know my heart is a weak one,
And your face, will make me melt and burn.
But I hope you will be lonely in your heart,
And miss my touch, now that we are soo apart,
And I will when I open my door when midnight starts
You will be there asking for a drive in your car.
2020-07-30 02:34:46
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