Chaos
Here is the chaos that I’ve created.
This is the reason why I am hated.
I’m messed up now, like never before
Maybe that’s why I am alone.
I’m not better than that woman,
Who is sleeping with my dad.
Don’t know how she is looking,
But pretty sure that she is sad.
My mom says that I am psycho,
Without knowing me at all.
I should try to live with that,
But all I do is staring at the wall.
I am trying to live with this,
But that’s too much for me.
Killing myself is alternative,
Because chaos is all what I am creating.
I’m on the edge, I am drowning.
With the demons I am surrounded.
To this world I want to say goodbye.
But you know what? I am too scared to die.
17.03.2018
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