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No regrets
The first thing I've been tell to me no regrets
And I feel my way won't well but I must to get
"No time to apologize and kindness" am I beast?
I wanna reach you my palm instead you get my fist
Maybe in deep inside I'm naivy and stupid guy
My minds slide and slide to cloud to cloud that's not a sky
This is mist cause in my head only dark things
I can seem like angel but that's devil's wings
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Step to ahead
Part I
I would wanna be 2puc
Be Donald Trump but not Duck
Now I'm nobody Im no name
I wanna money I wanna fame
I starting charge my patience
Cause I know I approach to collision
Me or my poorness who can survive?
My life is car and i must drive
Who if not me maybe some my neighbor?
I must write some banger in this fuckin paper
Thats not my first language so what?
Maybe Talkin like fuckin tourist but
All What I said not for the hype
Every time when I hold a mic
I feel like Im Martin Luther King
After myself I gonna leave black spot ink
I pressed for love all my friends die
Fuck it, I'm above going on fly high
In my mind I'm Gandi indeed its lie
I know I'm stupid and I cant stop cry
I asked Lord many times about my life
My soul is dark and into abyss I wanna dive
I walking to darkness, feeling like going home
I was in fire, don't cool off , And I'm still warm ..
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Hold up.
Hold up a minute my darling
Hush please keep silent
I don't need your word
Why? When they're like sword
I loved your voice like melody
But now, is it dramma or comedy?
Is it hell or paradise?
Well we never won't tie
We'll goin on lie
Spend our fuckin life
With person we never know
I think we'll never grow
All my life i would be
Humanly and not bully
Its hard keepin humanly all time
In my ear "music to be murder by"
And I hear "kill em all mothefuckers"
And Im done, listen I'm not sucker
For pain, and during day
I can't lay in sofa, and suffocate
Im done with it shit
Why you came to my sleep?
If you wasn't dirty bitch ,why you wanted make me sick?
Past four years, how many time I should wait maybe six?
And how can I fix?
My soul , cause you broke em' like a chocolate stick
Im gonna forget your ugly face
I wanna make strongly my faith
Imma be fight against my fate
I mistook when wrote "maybe too late"
Never late, better late than never
Many fake in my way, but I'll do whatever
It takes for me
Only happy for me
Only happy for me...
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Maybe too late
Part II
Why we can't enjoy each moment?
Instead enjoy only we take a torment
And everybody aloof
You stay on the roof
Looking down and think bout suicide
To prevent so pathetic dramma show me your inside
Im not your foe although im boor the thing is
Im not hope to someone, I demonstrate middle finger
So because of my demonstration look
I stay alone
And I thank you all to endured me bastard so long
Listen Khack I confess Im like walking shit
I lose control but I know only can lead
Me, cause you go back me even from the hell
You aren't holy too, but come back listen my yell
Listen my soul, my queen with your green eyes
Did I ever told you nonsense or cheep lie?
No, you are my soul you know you are my sole
Im sincerely but somewhere I couldn't control
My nervous, at length look it I'm on the knees
I lose the war, showing white flag, screaming "peace"
You older me, I love you if you can one more see
What happening in my inside, and look how I plead
You forgive me, don't crash me finally please
Don't beat me with your word-knife don't squeeze
Maybe really late, and I dont worth your mercy
You forgave me twise or more and I'll waiting for you here..
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Maybe too late
Part I
Maybe too late say "can you forgive me?"
Maybe love and hate fighting cause I feel
Like a Into me several persons solving my troubles
But not me, I fight with em' thats harsh violence
Maybe too late say "I promise you I'll be different"
Now all my word is skin-deep, sounds like two cent
You cant trust me I let you down you don't believe me
Im captive, why my fuckin principles don't want release me
I know, is not your fault I behave bully kid
Unfortunately I'm but you know me like a intrepid
Thats my mask, indeed Im not so special shit
Just, I've been whole my life took and took destynys hits
You know about it, cause I've came to you with my complains
Nor you neither you don't know what I felt and wait
Before you go to kill me and bury with your facts
Don't judge me think back your past acts...
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When I awoke...
When i awoke, every morning
You wasn't here and every day
I felt like I had some mourning
Without your smile without your face
You're was my diamond still you are
I still love you and it's not secret
I attempt but , why i stuck?
I was broken and couldn't fixed
Where are you at? Too many questions
I've been expect , exhausting my patience
I hoped, whole our life only me and you
Be yin and Yang without fuckin infantile feuds
Why i met you when i was alike little goof
I told you too many type of me but hadn't a proof
For convince you I'm who can make you glad
But now its too late although little goof was dead
Why you so kind? Why your pure mind
Catched me, into the death cell
After you heared death bell ,why I died
Why I cried your name and called you
To gave me strength and alone in my room
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Guardian angel
I don't look for the trouble
After that when I crumbled
You look the other way what I mumble
I won't silent cause I'm not humble
I said myself "pull yourself together
Be selfy , cause be selfish is better"
And every fuckin day and night I thinking out loud
Dreaming, in our heaven won't a clouds..
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Imma be
Imma be your guardian angel
For admiring you from the heaven
But in the ocean I'm one drop
I'll never give up, never stop
I try hate you but I can't
I'm laying though should stand
But I'll be your guardian angel
We'll be fly cause that's our heaven..
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I give to you power
I give to you power,
Ok, I'm not energiser,
I'm not phenomenal, but I do my best for achieve my aims,
You can't see it, but too quickly adrenaline rush into my veins.
Behind me too many people who I trusted all my mystery
But I didn't got support from them, they'd pour only dirt on me
Wait, I give to power
So many, you'll be able build several tower.
Which about every night you watch in your dream
You know that our motivation is like furious stream
And you should control your mind, your emotions
Sometimes you can allowing mistake because of your motion
I give to you power, I know, cause you're alone
Because a lot of them think your plans is wrong
Don't believe to them, cause this is your life
You can get all you need, worth your time.
Worth your time, cause that's never back again
Have you some aim? Do it, leave your complains..
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We could..
We could saw together beautiful bloom,
We could spent whole night in our room
Why we didn't? Cause you wanted "wonder"
I'd like go in into your soul, that's door hasn't holder
I'd like talk with you, but you refuse to answer
You change your mood often than Moscow weather
You're coldest then space,and beside you I can't breathe,
Away from you don't cool too, I never mind to death..
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Pour my heart..
So many words was said between us
Hate this earth, i wanna fly to Mars.
The world in my inside had a earthquake
You called me an actor but my feelings wasnt fake
Hah, you thought im joked, meanwhile im choked
Hope is a dangerous thing, cause i was broken
Fuck what you heard about love i'll show you it
I do whatever it takes even after your hit
I fell into pit I thought live is interesting trip
Fuck it, I cant change my past life story
I was abominable , maybe one day I'll be a holy
Or I'll be owner a power and owner a glory
Don't hate me, I'm not your foe but aint your friend
I've so much sins however you need a saint
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Again.Pain
I feel this pain not first time
As if something wanna burst to outside
So many emotions and too least motion
I was wrong when i believed to my vision.
I mistook at all , i confense yea my bad,
This ain't hate but not love too,its my "forehead"
Listen,if im not literate how i was able wrote this verse.
Im not ideal you aren't too maybe its destiny's fault
Or somebody's curse
My sadness pull me down to the swirl
Cause i was bastard who fell in to love one plain girl.
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In short...
But first of all i'd like tell to you
I always dreamed be your groom
I dunno what feelings managed me
But i got. Youre irreplaceable who i ever seen.
Baby, please. Stop. Dont put your gun on my head
Cause you won't attend my grave.
But if you'll attend my empty cemetery i'll glad,
When I'll See your alive soul, body and your face
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Nonsense..))
U know you made me a you made me a believer cause you're pain
As if i copy imagine dragons but they are right, and you can say
To me , im litle unsteady, this false, im unsteady at all
I need your support bitch . hold on to me, hold
Day after day i dont see abvance of my soul
Which was damaged by you ,and u know i sold,
My humanity to demons, who now control over me
Is it scary film or my fuckin destiny?
I forget about religion about kindness
Never say truth ok..call me lier
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When im too sad..
If you wanna break me down just leave me alone,
I see its your dicision but maybe all these wrong?
I just wanted be a happy everyone have such dream,
It was like risk and it's true love are like extreme
And if i remember rightly you was and are my everything
It were cool if we would leave after us our legacy
But it useless ,all this was dicisioned before our bithday
Ive no idea what to do i need a doctor i need D.Dre
I'd like Marshall come to me and console my soul i believe to him
But its whole impossible, i just want say to you lay here with me
Ok im not rich but i try reach a richness,
Maybe my life is bich you can't stop my speech,you're witness,
Cause you can see my agony's its really wonderfull show
And if you think im infantile,you must know i never grow
The things which i write go out from my deep inside
So i pressed for strength forget your beuty and unfogettable eyes.
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