Consume
To wake up everyday and face the world is a constant struggle.Depression consumes me each time I open my eyes. I feel myself breaking a little bit more than then the day before.Although I have friends,I feel lonely inside and my mind reminds me every time I close my eyes.Darkness finds a way to change my dreams into nightmares.Depression eats me alive and spits me back out hoping I'll still be whole,hoping the war inside my head has finally ended.My minds a battle field, and my thoughts are the soldiers,battleing so they can torture me.I will never truly be happy but I have accepted it.Just because I smile doesn't mean I'm not crying inside. Lillian xx
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