I never understood../Я никогда не понимал ..
I never understood,why you left.I never understood alot of things,so help me understand why you left without a goodbye.Help me understand why you couldn't say three letters,explain why to me one last time.I may not understand why,but I know it must have been a good reason.I don't understand,Will I ever know the truth?Every night,I pray you will come back for me and save me,But every night nothing happens.My savior is yet to come,but it won't be you my love,because you are the boy that left without a trace.You are the boy that ran away from love,because you got scared.I looked fear in the eyes,and I shouted "my heart will stay whole,he wouldn't do that".Here I am crying and crying,hoping for a miracle.I can't look at you,because I know I wouldn't be able to keep in the tears that I wish could escape from my eyes.I cried until I had no tears,and you watched for years.I hate you,I hate you so much but deep down I always loved you.
Lillian xx
23.05.2020
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