Be Aware
I've been through it
I've lived through it
I've cried
Felt like I'll die
Suffered so much pain
That it was so hard to explain
Couldn't speak a word
Couldn't handle this hurt
I wanted to cut
Wanted to be ran over by a truck
I needed to inflict some pain
To take my mind of this rain
I was tempted to pop does pills
Wanted to get rid of this guilt
Why was I born this way
Why couldn't my life be ok
Haven't I suffered enough
From living a life so rough
From the physical abuse
To the verbal
To the rape
Leaving my heart to break
And when I finally got someone I love
They send him flying with God's doves
I couldn't take it
So depression became my fit
I lost all my interest
I lost the true meaning of living
But slowly I'm rising
I get knock down
But I will never stop striving
I will not make the sky be my limit
I'll keep living cause I'm in it to win it
Just know that anyone can survive
But not everyone can feel alive
2019-08-06 14:18:35
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