Be Aware
Zinzee Noel
I've been through it I've lived through it I've cried Felt like I'll die Suffered so much pain That it was so hard to explain Couldn't speak a word Couldn't handle this hurt I wanted to cut Wanted to be ran over by a truck I needed to inflict some pain To take my mind of this rain I was tempted to pop does pills Wanted to get rid of this guilt Why was I born this way Why couldn't my life be ok Haven't I suffered enough From living a life so rough From the physical abuse To the verbal To the rape Leaving my heart to break And when I finally got someone I love They send him flying with God's doves I couldn't take it So depression became my fit I lost all my interest I lost the true meaning of living But slowly I'm rising I get knock down But I will never stop striving I will not make the sky be my limit I'll keep living cause I'm in it to win it Just know that anyone can survive But not everyone can feel alive
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