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Watching the violence, my heart rate only goes up, I'll hug you from the back then gently bend over to your ear till you've shivers and goosebumps, Kiss you passionately, I love the taste of your soft tongue, Grabbing the blade I stab you till you pass out, Oh, it looks like you are right, I'm really crazy, I'VE A GORELUST, I have no excuses, I just have specific tastes, You'll know more about me on the news when I make another case, I wanna hear your moans as I massage softly gently right between your legs, Something might be wrong, but I ain't see nothing strange Looking out of the window my gaze freezes on the stars, So what have I done right and which part of it is wrong? I can't escape reality, even immersed in love, I try to grab hold of sanity, but this way only pulls me down, Tryin' to take root in a state of euphoria, But the ghosts of the past never stop pushing, "What should I do?" is the question I ask myself when looking in the mirror, And with my eyes closed I await the sentence of my execution Time to pay the price, I don't hate my life, I just feel like I'm wasting my time, I've more reasons to commit suicide, My time is up, there's no point no more in hidin', Feelings must be bottled up, there's no point in crying, I have come to terms with it, this is how I live my life, You won't see me smiling, 'cause I extinguish all emotions, There's almost nothing left inside me, I was forced to be more cautious, Perhaps my inner world could've been a little brighter, If I remained a closed kid further... Breathe to die, Wonder why, Why's life not so bright, Everything you heard when you were a child was just a lie, The world's collapsing, Reality's acid for innocent eyes, Shocked heart is racing, Yes, I admit it, I am afraid of this life.... I want to escape, Everything seems to be a mistake, I want to escape, I want to escape... Why did everyone change? Once everyone loved me but now they only hate...
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