[05.10.2021] Since my birth, I began to feel empty gradually, Uh, All the time I was neutral dry emotionally, But today I wanna have some fun doing knife swings, Uhh, fuck, My mood swings, HAPPY DEATHDAY TO ME Since my birth, I began to feel empty gradually, Uh, All the time I was neutral dry emotionally, But today I wanna have some fun doing knife swings, Uhh, fuck, My mood swings, HAPPY DEATHDAY TO ME I'm gonna clear my brain of all the junk, Noise in my ears, I'm deaf from their talk, Where are my parents? Uh? I feel like I'm stuck, Why are these girls laughing? Do they take my words as a joke? I'm gonna clear my brain of all the junk, Noise in my ears, I'm deaf from their talk, Where are my parents? Uh? I feel like I'm stuck, Why are these girl laughing? Do they take my words as a joke? Now I'm fourteen, I'm not wearing a mask because of quarantine, Even if it didn't exist, I would still keep my pale face closed This is my complex, There's an image of a killer in my head, I'm not sure if I am healthy 'cause I'd think about the question: "Should I pull the trigger at my temple?" I've got so much pain in my life to deal with, Nobody can understand how I'm feeling, I don't know if tenderness could heal it... All this joy seems so primitive, It looks like I should enjoy it, but I only feel emptiness, Maybe I should just relax, But I'm still too young for sex, Although it would be enough for me The usual gentle caresses.. Mutually beneficial warmth, It will hide the fact of being lost, For more effective pleasure, I will take off your T-shirt Maybe I should just relax, But I'm still too young for sex, Although it would be enough for me The usual gentle caresses Since my birth, I began to feel empty gradually, Uh, All the time I was neutral dry emotionally, But today I wanna have some fun doing knife swings, Uhh, fuck, My mood swings, HAPPY DEATHDAY TO ME I'm gonna clear my brain of all the junk, Noise in my ears, I'm deaf from their talk, Where are my parents? Uh? I feel like I'm stuck, Why are these girls laughing? Do they take my words as a joke?... HOW MANY TIMES ALREADY SAID, LOVE DOES NOT EXIST, HOW MANY MORE TIMES WILL I BE BETRAYED? TILL I UNDERSTAND THE TRUTH... I JUST WANNA SHARPEN THE BLADE, AND THEN MAKE A SWING AFTER WHICH BLOOD WILL SPRAY, I DON'T UNDERSTAND A THING, I will punch a hole in my chest, RIP OUT MY WHOLE HEART, I don't need no pain disguised as PURE LOVE ANYMORE WHO'S THAT KNOCKING AT MY DOOR? I FEEL LIKE A LIVING CORPSE, NEXT TO ME THERE'S A LYING GIRL, SHE GAVE ME THAT SWEET CARESS AND WARMTH, THIS IS THE REASON WHY I FEEL AFFECTION FOR HER, SHE OPENED UP TO ME, ACCEPTED MY PAIN, AND 'CAUSE OF THIS, WE HEALED EACH OTHER'S HEARTS She became my cure, I don't know who I'm to her, but she's important to me, She became my world, I'm not sure if without her I would live... She became my world, I'm not sure if without her I would live... HAPPY DEATHDAY TO ME! [THE END 🌟]