Truth from the Heart
The past
This delightful flagrance
That turns to poisonous gas
I regretted this moment
I never wanted to do this
Deal with this notion
The fact that you're gone
But were you ever here
Truly
I learned to laugh
Smile
While I walked through hell
I guess you gave me practice
Unfulfilled promises
Dreams
Never becoming reality
Is this who I'm destine to be
No matter what I do
What I say
Promises
I can never deliver
I remember
Looking up to you
Admiring you
I wanted to be you
But the day
I realized
That isn't a life
Living dream to dream
Idea to idea
Project to project
I realized...
I never want to be you
I can't
I don't need money
The best gifts
Things I think I want
What about sitting with you
Just for an hour
Can I hug you
Shake your hand
Actually talk
Time is precious
Can't be replaced with materials
I tried
I was there
But I need to be better
That's not the man you want
The man you can be proud of
Things don't have to be perfect
But a surprise visit
Isn't too much to ask
I wish it didn't come to this
Separated by distance
Circumstance
Now....
We're too different
The past
You can't separate
The good from the bad
I'm suppose to hate you
Not love you
Fight for you
Now I don't know what to do
I lost
Abandoned
By someone I never thought
Considered
I regretted this moment
Never wanted to do this
Can't paint this picture
This hurt
Open my heart
See for yourself
Everything hidden
Authenticity so rare
The stories
I'm incapable to share
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