Tired
Mind frozen
Heart broken
Eyes swollen
so hard for me to
speak
so hard for me to
breath
tired to eat
tired to sleep
you can't see through me
you won't dare to ask me
whether i'm sad or happy
this is the way we
always used to be
never kissed me as your
own daughter
never huged me as
a carring mother
never asked
what is wrong with me
never known me
as a person
always treated me
as the bad one
i wonder what i ever done
to you ?
i'm tired
so tired that i let
no one see
my tears
falling
i hate crying
especially
not in front of
you
cause if i do
you start lecturing me
instead of hugging me
blaming me
instead of comforting me
you always tell me that
you'll be good
without me
Fine
pretend that i'm
gone
...
i'm already
tired
so tired that i wish
one day i could
forever
dissapear
...
💔
25.07.2018
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