Believe...
Doors closing on me..
Trapped in this lonely dark cell..
Unable to move, unable to cry..
Feels so helpless & useless...
I can't seem to help her..
I don't know what to do..
Desperation gets to me..
I love her so much that i want to be the one she wants so much..
I want to be the one she needs & seeks..
I have failed her..
Anger keeps coming in the way..
I don't know what to do to ease her pain..
She is in pain..
She is struggling..
She is sinking..
How do i prevent her from losing herself..
Sometimes i have nightmares of her taking on her life..
Sometimes i see what the thought of losing her can do to me..
We have our demons..
She tells me often that I'm burning & i am burning everyone around me..
She is burying herself alive & i can't allow that..
I am fire..
She is earth..
Our souls dance together..
Our demons fight each other..
Our love is above all other..
She is the love i have been looking for..
I can't lose her to me nor to herself..
She is stronger than she thinks..
She just has to believe in herself...
I am terrified of not having her in my life..
She has to believe that she can get through..
I love her tremendously..
I need her..
We are in this together...
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