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I guess I'm just a mess
I confess to you that everything I'm thinking is making it hard to breathe
it's making it easier to see that I feel much worse than I thought I did
Getting these words out, I'm trying to explain to you how I feel inside
I've been holding it in not even realizing it
No, I don't want to die
No, I don't want to hide away and cry about it
I want to laugh about it, forget about it like others can do
I'm not perfect but I could learn to cope
And I don't know how to climb this steep hill but I could really use a rope right now
If you could just see that all I need is support, all I need is just somebody to be there
Because I'm finding that I'm not always good with being aware of this empty feeling
If you could just shake me, wake me up and tell me this is not what I really am, maybe it'll come to me soon
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