Reality and pre-story
4 years of waiting
The moment for us
The hidden face
Opening reality
Hurtful truth
Changing life
Step by step
New life
Hurtful truth
I gave her thousand chances over and over and over again , hoping she will change, untill... last year I got into hospital with very serious diagnosis started from our «favourite» now  covid, pneumonia, hypertrophic cardiomyopathy, continued with kidney and I have only one kidney and ended up lungs cancer after pneumonia. Hospitals became my second home and what I hoped for was just « Maybe she thinks of me, cares just doesn't have enough time to text because of work». At that moment I had other person with me 24/7 no matter work or no, he cared ACTUALLY, cared, LOVED, treated right, respected. Time goes but she had no clue of it all what's inside my head and heart was going on... Here I've realized that things are going wrong with her and it can be the end, which was proved after girl she slept with all the time while I was fighting for my life texted me , STRAIGHT texted me « Don't dare to take what's mine » and sent intimate photos with her .   I was dying from this thoughts that she didn't even give a dang about me  KNOWING I'm between life and death!
© Sophia ,
книга «Silence and love».