FARCE
Every time you break me, my soul slowly dies
There is a fake wide grin to cover my pain and sadness
Tears and physical pain masked by fake laughter
The scars and injuries on my body covered with thick layers of makeup
Everyday I hid behind the lies you force me to tell
Have told myself that I have had enough of your temper
That I should stop pretending to be fine and tell the truth about you
But then I remember that no one will believe me cz you are a saint in their eyes
Night time is good cover for all my tears
As no one notices when I cry in the darkness
Consumed by love, trust, anger and hatred
I have lost everything including me
If only I could go back in time
To stop myself from falling in love
I'd try to be everything that I would have been
Before you came and ruined my life with your fake love
If i had the time machine, I would undo my lies
Let the world see you as the true monster you are
But now I hope for the best which is for you to change
And be the person I feel in love with
2019-01-16 11:08:23
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