BLIND IN THE DARK
I'm pouring out my soul again,
I do it 'cuz it pours out pain,
I never asked myself if it was in vain,
I'm happy with the result my brain's sleepin' like me.
Closing my eyes I appear blind in the dark,
I want to hide all the fear, but heart wants what it wants, I
Think once I tried to cheat it, but at the same second I regretted,
This pain even pierced my brain and I'll never be able to forget it.
THERE IS NO PATH
THAT LED SOMEWHERE,
EVEN TO DEATH,
APPARENTLY I'M IN A CAGE,
NO KEY TO THE LOCK,
A CAGE OF MIND WITH CLOGGED HATE,
THAT CAN'T GET OUT,
BLIND HATE AND ENDLESS RAGE,
BURNING CHEST 'CAUSE OF THE HATRED,
THAT I DID NOT RELEASE,
'CAUSE OF THIS I SHRINK AND KNEEL.
THIS PAIN I'VE NEVER FELT BEFORE,
THE CHAINS PULL ME EVEN LOWER INTO THE VOID, IT'S DARK,
I WONDER IF I'M LYING UNCONSCIOUS OR HANGIN' ON
A ROPE WITH THE DOORS CLOSED FROM THE INSIDE,
IT'S ALL THE SAME ROPE OR MO'FUCKIN' TIE,
I WAN' BELIEVE THAT DEATH'S THE KEY TO MY PEACE,
OTHERWISE I WON'T GET ANYTHING EVEN IF I DIE,
AM I ASKING SO MUCH?
ALTHOUGH WHO AM I CONFESSING TO?
THERE'S NO GOD, NOR ARE THERE REACTIONS TO THE THINGS I DO,
CAN'T OPEN MY EYES AND SEE, BUT I SUSPECT MY NECK IS BLUE.
I'm pouring out my soul again...
I do it 'cuz it pours out pain...
I never asked myself if it was in vain,
I'm happy with the result, my brain's sleepin' like me...
ZzZ... ZzZ... ZzZ...
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