HEAD WITHOUT BRAKES

CVLD BLVVDED

The mask on my face doesn't mean that you can lie even if not in the face, I continue to strive to kill myself morally, an' I will increase haste, Keep fuckin' goin' on 'bout me behind my back, If you gouge out my eye, it will turn black, I'll take you prisoner, cut a kidney an' drop your corpse in a body bag, You're dumb as a board, I'll slaughter you with an ax, like a lumberjack, I stack bricks for the future when there'll be stress, I insist on peace, not bloodshed and violence, I've demons in my head, not a mess, I'll hit you with such force that you spit out yo' lungs, While you choke on blood, your mouth will be closed an' will not be able to say a word, I KNOW THAT THE KNIFE IN YO' LIVER HURTS YOU, EVERY TIME I FEEL DÉJÀ VU, IT MAKES ME THINK THAT THE LIFE I LIVE IN AIN'T THE FIRST, Consciousness constantly says I AM CRUEL, ONLY KILLINGS QUENCH MY THIRST FOR BLOOD... I look around, I'm not fuckin' alive, Ain't look into my eyes, I am lyin' anyway, BECAUSE OF HELPLESSNESS I'M DESTINED TO DIE, I'M ALONE, AND NO CONDOLENCES WILL CLOSE MY EYES TO INJUSTICE... Pity is the only lever of pressure on me, I break the rules by shuttin' my eyes to the warnin', My brain is meltin', it has a boiling point, I get one hundred pounds a minute while you rot, AND CALL IT SOLID, I work at night with liters of coffee, I'M BLACK TO THE BONE, I'M NO LOVER, ONLY A HARPOON PIERCIN' MY LEG MAKES ME SLOWER, I'M NOT A FREAK, YOU'RE A BASTARD, I AM A MONSTER, I ONLY THUMP WHEN SUMMER!... BITCH...

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