Cold-blooded for the whole life
(Started writing at 17/07/2019) (Ended writing at 17/07/2019) I don't give a fuck about those who hate me, Some people think, I'mma weak dork, Writin' texts, for me it became like work, Dreams 'bout people who say to me "You're talentless. Why do you write these texts?" - it's like a feeling of suffocation, All the haters are makin' me depressed, My name's Cold Blooded, Because of this shit, MY STRESS STARTS, Some fucking bitches hurt my heart, I'm goin' sleep in bed... Wake up in a red room, Apparently red in blood, A bitch stands in the middle, but not beautiful, It remains a bit to become crazy, This shit's unhealthy, From this - blood flows from the eyes, I feel that this is a hallucination and a lie, You do not know what pain In MY BRAIN, I want to believe, that I will not die... Guest in hell, hmm, what the fuck? No turnin' back, I don't wanna be with the last trash, With hypocrites and scum, Ha, Why am I in hell? Am I damned? I am stressful, Ain't funny, Oh god, I die not in real life, But in my soul, Ahhh... GOLD DISAPPEARS ON THE WRIST, Ahh, shit, I WANNA FIND PEACE... I'm tired of smokin' in beast mode... Write all the text in a notebook, I'm hidin' from people in the hood, I hate myself day by day, Day by day, I cannot stand the pain... Write all the text in a notebook, I'm hidin' from people in the hood, I hate myself day by day, Day by day, I CANNOT STAND THE PAIN... Hah, Hahaha... Hahaha... Fuck... THIS IS MY FUCKING LIFE... I hate people, standin' with a knife, I'd rather sit in a Cafe, And drink coffee than fucking beer, But even a cup of coffee doesn't drown my fear, ALL THESE BITCHES CAUSE A TEAR IN ME, An' causes a "face-palm"... (-Cold Blooded, make better videos, Your lyrics are crap, And then you make the video as mentally retarded...) These fucking posts are fed up already, 'Cuz of these messages, I wanna bury my body, My eyes bleed when I see These comments, It feels like I'm participatin' in a play, I'd rather block the hater, And continue to drink my Bombay... Hah... I won't roll into rot... Blegh... C₴ld Bl₴₴ded... Fuck these bitches...
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