LVNELINESS
No one near me can hurt me like people from the past, Huh, yeah, Loneliness is the result of distrust, YEAH, YEAH, My mind and I are lonely souls, Trust is the first thing that people stole from me, The result of this is my feelin' of loneliness You ain't know anythin' about my life, Therefore shut your fucking mouth, My mind with feelings is still sober and alive, Want to know the reason for my strange lifestyle? Then I'll shed the truth to you, Then listen to the words and realize the truth, Night killings made me cruel, But through pain I tryna be sober and I do it, Come up with tactics and then move, I always see myself on the news, It’s so hard to realize that you’re a maniac AND STILL NOT LOSE A MIND... HAH, I'M NOT DONE TALKIN' 'BOUT ALL THIS SHIT YET... I do not stop doin' everythin' for a normal future, Tryna stab me and I will show you my true nature, Sobriety is one of my main goals, And in this state I can think sensibly and throw a bitch with love, It will be difficult for you to understand, but the second personality is my best bro, I continue to develop on my own in the guise of a black crow, Y'all want to know my tactics, but I'll not show it, ALSO I WON'T SHARE METHODS, I CONTINUE TO DIE OF LONELINESS, BUT I LOVE THIS LIFESTYLE... Know that the demon ain't the most threatenin' form of my mood, Ain't think that I strangled on the hook of your lies, I know the truth, This is still a war between the "Second Self" and me, The bitch needs damn money and 'cause of this she cannot send me, Bastards instantly leave my friends list, There is only one life, an' because of this fact I cannot end it, This is still a war between the "Second Self" and me, The bitch needs damn money and 'cause of this she can't send me, Bastards instantly leave my friends list, THERE IS ONLY ONE LIFE, AN' BECAUSE OF THIS FACT I CANNOT END IT... No one near me can hurt me like people from the past, Huh, yeah, Loneliness is the result of distrust, YEAH, YEAH, My mind and I are lonely souls, Trust is the first thing that people stole from me, The result of this is my feelin' of LONELINESS, If I'm isolated, I didn't know that it would be worse than with a mess in my head...
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Forgiveness
If it wasn't for you, I would have fought the wall to the pain. If you weren't mine, I'd die every night from losing blood. If it wasn't for your faith, I'd have given up a long time ago. If it were my will, I would stay with you forever. If you'd gone, I'd have been the old emptiness. You would have taken my heart, and instead of it there was an empty aperture. If it wasn't for you, I'd blazed in forgiveness. Would have burned to ashes, until ground, I would have until the last healing.
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Emotions/эмоции
ENGLISH;I am happy, when the sun shines bright and your smile is genuine.I am sad,when the rain pours down and your eyes flood with tears.I am angry,when you lie and are selfish.I am jelous,when you spend your time with everyone but me.I am excited,when I know I have a day ahead with only you.I am worried,when your promises are slipping away from my reach.I am heartbroken,when you prove to me I will forever be alone.I am scared,when my nightmares turn into a reality.I am lonely,when you walk away for good.I am so damaged,when you break my heart over and over again.. I am tired,when I feel all these emotions at once.I feel so alone,that I'm starting to like it that way.I feel too many emotions,and that's what makes me human.I feel things,and that is something I'm not capable of stopping.I am not going to hide away my emotions,because without them I mean nothing,with out them I am nothing. Lillian *Sorry about errors* RUSSIAN; Фамили счастлив, когда ярко светит солнце и "твоя улыбка искренняя". Мне грустно, когда льет дождь, а твои глаза наполняются слезами. Я злюсь, когда ты лжешь и эгоистичен. Я болею, когда ты проводишь время со всеми, кроме меня. Я взволнован, когда я знаю, что у меня впереди только один день. Я волнуюсь, когда твои обещания ускользают от моей досягаемости. Я с разбитым сердцем, когда ты Докажи мне, что я навсегда останусь один. Мне страшно, когда мои кошмары превращаются в реальность. Я одинок, когда ты уходишь навсегда. Я так поврежден, когда ты разбиваешь мне сердце снова и снова .. Я устал , когда я чувствую все эти эмоции одновременно. Я чувствую себя настолько одиноким, что мне это начинает нравиться. Я чувствую многие эмоции, и это то, что делает меня человеком. Я чувствую вещи, и это то, что я Я не собираюсь прятать свои эмоции, потому что без них я ничего не значу. Лилиан и моя дорогая подруга Фиалка Я скучаю по ультрафиолету LILLIAN xx
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