NEW_SCRATCH
[Started writing at 08/11/2019] [Ended writing at 11/11/2019] I didn't insist on a fight, Just wanted to hit you in the face, But you made me a scar like a beast, grabbin' a blade from me and puttin' it in my shoulder, BITCH, I felt this pain from the inside, Felt my vein cut and bleed, I cannot tidy my mind, From money, my kidney only started to decompose faster, Shoot with a pistol like a GANGSTER, While I hit in a row, more than one liter of blood was SHED, My mind is too sick not to kill, Look at what I'm spending my money on, When I stand near your room, I hear the screams of a bitch, Take off your mask you're just a BASTARD... Do not call me devil, YOU, BITCH, UNDERSTOOD ME? Hahh... I see death... I will run away from her again, FUCK HER... HAHA... YOU ARE A HYPOCRITE WHO WASH BONES BEHIND THE BACK, From this I wan' see your face broken, I want you to die and understand all my pain, EGHH, Blame me for drunkenness, but when I pass the drunkenness test, you'll realize that I am SANE, Voices from schizophrenia constantly torment me and my BRAIN, Already earned money and I ain't gonna reduce it, You like to play on emotions and you abuse it too MUCH... Scars are the only livin' place on my body, Aye, When I just wake up, I LOOK LIKE A ZOMBIE, YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO SAVE MONEY, YOU'RE CARELESS 'BOUT EVERYTHIN', Oh, YOU ARE NOT DEAR, YOU ARE A SIMPLE TROPHY, Oh, You're afraid that I'll throw you, and you will be useless to anyone, AYEEEE... You're nothing more than a girl for one night... I see right through you're empty, I wear what I want, I didn't tryna be trendy, I had bitches but sent 'em, I was stupid that admired when she was fucked for my FAME, She was sweet, but couldn't find the KEY to my heart... Write my name on the wall with blood at midnight and I will kill you in the morning while you will sleep, I won't forgive all your lies, I'll beat you 'til you bathe in your own BLOOD, All people will be shocked by this news, You're in my afterlife and will live by my rules, Your future is under my control, YOU'LL BE HOLLOW WITH YOUR LIFE, YEAH, I'LL PUSH YOU TO DEATH, YEAH, I BECAME MORE FASHIONABLE I HAVE A NEW SCAR AND SCRATCH... I pour all the hatred into the text, Bitch, I got myself the most mysterious rank, Aye, I already know who'll DIE NEXT, uh, Set fire to horror 'n' ROB BANKS... UH... LOOK AT YOU WITH FUCKING HATE, EUGHHH, I know that you're afraid of fate, Eghh, Do you seriously wan' open the gates of PARADISE? I make pain and know that she's FAIR, UH, I will not wait for you I have no time, Want to know what is inside of me? WHY ARE ALL THE QUESTIONS THE SAME?... I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU, MAYBE IT'S ALL DUE TO A SPLIT PERSONALITY EGHHH...
2020-03-13 06:03:35
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Question 1?/Вопрос 1?
The girl that questions everything,is a girl that needs many answers.She wanders the earth trying to find the person that can answer her many queries.Everthing she writes has a hidden question that makes her heart ache and her head hurt.She spends days writing sad story's that she forgets her sad life.Shes in a painful story that never ends,she's in a story that writes itself.The pages in the book were filled ever so easy,because her heart wrote it for her.She spent her life being afraid,that's what made it so boring.Finding her passion was easy,but fulfilling it was the hardest part of all.Her writing may be boring and sad,but it's what keeps her sane. "She had all the questions in the word,and he had all the answers." Lillian xx
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I was alone. I am alone. I will be alone. But why People always lie? I can't hear it Every time! And then They try to come Back. And i Don't understand it. Why?
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