Not sincere love
(18+)
What's it like to be ridiculous? What's it like to be humiliated? The last drops of blood flow from me with my smile, She doesn't want a child, She thinks I'm fucking wild, Yeah, stop fuckin' beatin' me, Have you seen enough of how I bleed? Are you tired of beatin' me? I always regret what I did, I constantly regret meeting you... You beat me half to death, But this ain't enough for you... Your teeth are all covered in blood, You don't understand the value, As you didn't understand before... For five years, I never fucked you, You can't do anything without me, As you wish, but I can never be.. For you a fucking henpecked, You had a fucking choice; Don't contact me, or don't be a whore, But you started communicatin' with me, but for what? Your fucking smile is bleeding, I ain't sell love as a commodity, But you, I see the exception, Let me go, I've to breathe... Fuck... Blegh... Whore, hahaha.... Stop pretendin', you don't love me, You drowned your love long ago, Just come from me, I beg you, go, You don't know what it feels like to be depressed, You ain't worthy, You are just a rotten woman, You're a simple whore, you ain't deserve anything, Instead of bein' with you, I'd rather drink gin, When i was a teenager, I was so stupid, I accepted the offer, I began like an canine, I turned like into a dog, In my mind - you'll find only fog, I've suffered this shit for so long, I know this shit is wrong, Although I am strong, But I do not beat you... I'm above this shit, If you want - go away, Some day i'm sure, i will die, I will tell you bye, After one night, Just believe, I feel better without you. This life is with you like hell, This life is with you like hell, This fucking life's with you like hell, I feel myself like in a cage, I admit, I love to rage This life is with you like hell! This life is with you like hell! This life is with you like hell! Don't blame me, I am really bad... This shit makes me more and more dead... Hahaha...
2019-06-27 18:54:20
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Unbreakable heart
Behind your back people are talking Using words that cut you down to size You want to fight back It's building inside you Holding you up Taking you hostage It's worth fighting for They'll try to take your pride Try to take your soul They'll try to take all the control They'll look you in the eyes Fill you full of lies Believe me they're gonna try So when you're feeling crazy And things fall apart Listen to your head Remember who you are You're the one You're the unbreakable heart
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ENGLISH;I am happy, when the sun shines bright and your smile is genuine.I am sad,when the rain pours down and your eyes flood with tears.I am angry,when you lie and are selfish.I am jelous,when you spend your time with everyone but me.I am excited,when I know I have a day ahead with only you.I am worried,when your promises are slipping away from my reach.I am heartbroken,when you prove to me I will forever be alone.I am scared,when my nightmares turn into a reality.I am lonely,when you walk away for good.I am so damaged,when you break my heart over and over again.. I am tired,when I feel all these emotions at once.I feel so alone,that I'm starting to like it that way.I feel too many emotions,and that's what makes me human.I feel things,and that is something I'm not capable of stopping.I am not going to hide away my emotions,because without them I mean nothing,with out them I am nothing. Lillian *Sorry about errors* RUSSIAN; Фамили счастлив, когда ярко светит солнце и "твоя улыбка искренняя". Мне грустно, когда льет дождь, а твои глаза наполняются слезами. Я злюсь, когда ты лжешь и эгоистичен. Я болею, когда ты проводишь время со всеми, кроме меня. Я взволнован, когда я знаю, что у меня впереди только один день. Я волнуюсь, когда твои обещания ускользают от моей досягаемости. Я с разбитым сердцем, когда ты Докажи мне, что я навсегда останусь один. Мне страшно, когда мои кошмары превращаются в реальность. Я одинок, когда ты уходишь навсегда. Я так поврежден, когда ты разбиваешь мне сердце снова и снова .. Я устал , когда я чувствую все эти эмоции одновременно. Я чувствую себя настолько одиноким, что мне это начинает нравиться. Я чувствую многие эмоции, и это то, что делает меня человеком. Я чувствую вещи, и это то, что я Я не собираюсь прятать свои эмоции, потому что без них я ничего не значу. Лилиан и моя дорогая подруга Фиалка Я скучаю по ультрафиолету LILLIAN xx
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