ÝXŬ'ŖÈ ÁŊŇXÝIŅĜ MÈ
I remember THIS FIRST ALARM BELL, When I started hearing voices, I didn't think that these sounds are of THE DEVIL FROM HELL, HE CHANGED ME AND GAVE ME CURSES, Void and cruelty is ALL THAT I FELT, I do business in my head, Get out of my territory, My problem isn't loneliness, but in your presence, YOUR CONCERN DOES NOT BOTHER ME YOU'RE ANNOYING, WHY CANNOT YOU JUST DAMN LEAVE? I ALREADY LOST TOUCH WITH REALITY WHEN I WAS IMMERSED IN MY HEAD, BUT I WAS RETURNED BACK BY A TRAP THAT GOT INTO MY ANKLES, AND THEN I WAS THE ONLY TIME I FELL ON MY KNEES, I REMEMBER HOW BLOOD WAS EVERYWHERE EVEN ON MY TEETH, I SEE A KNIFE IN THE KITCHEN AND GO TO THIS LIKE MICHAELY, AFTER ALL THE WORK, I REALIZED THAT I BETTER BE ALONE, BE SURE, I KNOW ALL YOUR ACTIONS, EVEN THOSE THAT YOU DID IN THE DARK, I LOST EVERYTHING WHEN I WAS INEXPERIENCED IN LIFE AND WALKED ON A LEASH OF LOVE, SO BITCH, GET UP AND GO, I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE AND ANYONE ELSE I do as I feel comfortable and not you, I will move to a new level soon, It's been like one day since the beginning of June, Every morning I see the sun, every evening I see the moon, I see obstacles in the way, but I move, I DIDN’T TAKE A SPLINTER FROM MY SKIN FOR SO LONG THAT WHEN I PULLED IT A LOT OF BLOOD WAS SHED...
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ENGLISH;I am happy, when the sun shines bright and your smile is genuine.I am sad,when the rain pours down and your eyes flood with tears.I am angry,when you lie and are selfish.I am jelous,when you spend your time with everyone but me.I am excited,when I know I have a day ahead with only you.I am worried,when your promises are slipping away from my reach.I am heartbroken,when you prove to me I will forever be alone.I am scared,when my nightmares turn into a reality.I am lonely,when you walk away for good.I am so damaged,when you break my heart over and over again.. I am tired,when I feel all these emotions at once.I feel so alone,that I'm starting to like it that way.I feel too many emotions,and that's what makes me human.I feel things,and that is something I'm not capable of stopping.I am not going to hide away my emotions,because without them I mean nothing,with out them I am nothing. Lillian *Sorry about errors* RUSSIAN; Фамили счастлив, когда ярко светит солнце и "твоя улыбка искренняя". Мне грустно, когда льет дождь, а твои глаза наполняются слезами. Я злюсь, когда ты лжешь и эгоистичен. Я болею, когда ты проводишь время со всеми, кроме меня. Я взволнован, когда я знаю, что у меня впереди только один день. Я волнуюсь, когда твои обещания ускользают от моей досягаемости. Я с разбитым сердцем, когда ты Докажи мне, что я навсегда останусь один. Мне страшно, когда мои кошмары превращаются в реальность. Я одинок, когда ты уходишь навсегда. Я так поврежден, когда ты разбиваешь мне сердце снова и снова .. Я устал , когда я чувствую все эти эмоции одновременно. Я чувствую себя настолько одиноким, что мне это начинает нравиться. Я чувствую многие эмоции, и это то, что делает меня человеком. Я чувствую вещи, и это то, что я Я не собираюсь прятать свои эмоции, потому что без них я ничего не значу. Лилиан и моя дорогая подруга Фиалка Я скучаю по ультрафиолету LILLIAN xx
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Why would you bully? Was that okay? Nobody helped me, Get out of the way. And i didn't cry. And i didn't lie. I just looked at you. With a fake smile. You could love me. You really could. But you didn't. You left me alone. And then i cried. And then i lied. I left my world, Without any love. Someone will need you. Someone will shout. Listen to the scream. Help the people live. ♡ Inspired by "13 reasons why" Netflix series.
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