ÝXŬ'ŖÈ ÁŊŇXÝIŅĜ MÈ
I remember THIS FIRST ALARM BELL, When I started hearing voices, I didn't think that these sounds are of THE DEVIL FROM HELL, HE CHANGED ME AND GAVE ME CURSES, Void and cruelty is ALL THAT I FELT, I do business in my head, Get out of my territory, My problem isn't loneliness, but in your presence, YOUR CONCERN DOES NOT BOTHER ME YOU'RE ANNOYING, WHY CANNOT YOU JUST DAMN LEAVE? I ALREADY LOST TOUCH WITH REALITY WHEN I WAS IMMERSED IN MY HEAD, BUT I WAS RETURNED BACK BY A TRAP THAT GOT INTO MY ANKLES, AND THEN I WAS THE ONLY TIME I FELL ON MY KNEES, I REMEMBER HOW BLOOD WAS EVERYWHERE EVEN ON MY TEETH, I SEE A KNIFE IN THE KITCHEN AND GO TO THIS LIKE MICHAELY, AFTER ALL THE WORK, I REALIZED THAT I BETTER BE ALONE, BE SURE, I KNOW ALL YOUR ACTIONS, EVEN THOSE THAT YOU DID IN THE DARK, I LOST EVERYTHING WHEN I WAS INEXPERIENCED IN LIFE AND WALKED ON A LEASH OF LOVE, SO BITCH, GET UP AND GO, I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE AND ANYONE ELSE I do as I feel comfortable and not you, I will move to a new level soon, It's been like one day since the beginning of June, Every morning I see the sun, every evening I see the moon, I see obstacles in the way, but I move, I DIDN’T TAKE A SPLINTER FROM MY SKIN FOR SO LONG THAT WHEN I PULLED IT A LOT OF BLOOD WAS SHED...
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