We messed it all up...
We are from different world. We found each other in a mess. Sometimes we don’t say a word. But understand each other like no one else. You have seen dark parts of my mind. But still choose to stay. You have seen my body from behind, in some dirty ways. I must confess that I am jealous, Every time when I see you with her. Seems like you are happy, That’s why I think, I should have left. I have no rights to be selfish, And expect answers from you. It breaks my heart into pieces, But do what you want to do. I know more than you think, But you are still mysterious. I want to know what is in your head, Is not that too obvious? I often think that I am unforgiven, And there is no survival for me. I want to drown in a pure river, And appear in a hell after this. I’m sure you can’t imagine How many times I’ve cried. Reasons are many, including you. Yes, we messed it all up too many times …
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