Who am I?

Catastrophe

I never say thank you to your compliments I never say sorry, even if I did something that I regret I am planning things, but act like it’s just a coincidence I am burning my wings, without even thinking about consequence I have sinned lots of times, but I still believe in my religion Even with the time machine, I would have made the same decision. I can’t decide if I want to play dirty games or cry all night. I don’t know where to go, I don’t know which way is right. Should I smile or should I hide my emotions? My feelings are on fire and I am so broken I want to sit on the bottom of the specific ocean And scream about all the things that stayed unspoken. HE acts like he don’t care anymore Or maybe he is not acting at all. She left me, like I was nothing for her before So hard my heart it trying to be like a stone. People can’t stand with my serious face All the time they force me to smile But did you know that I have been in pain? And it was not for a while. They always expect too much from me, But i learnt and stopped saying sorry. Any person in this world is replaceable, So i try to not care about him. Now, I am standing face to face with fully bloody moon. I am asking to her why my life is turning monotonous “Sweetheart, you will figure out everything so soon It’s good for you to become dangerous “

2018-07-12 11:24:57

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I Saw a Dream

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I saw a dream, and there were you, And there was coldness in your eyes. I wonder what a kind of true Made you become as cold as ice. And later I looked back to get a sense This empty glance was hellish call of past. It used to be a high and strong defense Against the world, the pain and me at last. You looked at me, and peering in your soul, I felt so lonely, as something vital died. And that is what I fear most of all - That nothing gentle will remain inside. Inside of you. Inside of me as well. And nothing will be said to farewell.

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Не скажу "люблю"

Asteriya

Знаєш, складно Тебе любити й не сказати. Тебе кохати і збрехати, Що зовсім іншого люблю, І що до тебе не прийду. Знаєш, той "інший" мене теплом своїм зігріє. Зачарує і поцілує, А ти сиди там далі сам, І йди назустріч виючим вітрам. Тобі вже більше не скажу своє я болісне "люблю"... А просто відпущу і почуття у собі похороню.

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