Past summer night
I start thinking that would be my last summer.
I so proud that I leave it all in da past
Tonight I will not cry and I will not sleep.
I will try find my mind somewhere really deep.
I will forget about all my sins,
And maybe download some mods to my sims.
My depressed episode will never gone.
I thinks I'm doing well but I feel like I'm already done.
My family, my dear friends,
I will became myself somewhere else.
Just need restart this game
To feel how my life don't even stuck.
I feel that I'm do a big mistake again,
But it's okay if I will never feel pain.
My life is a big and fun mystical cycle.
By the way, it's always feels like fucking circus.
I think I will became myself tonight,
Even if that mean I'm will never be tomorrow
2023-07-28 19:51:17
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