I can feel something cold holding my cheeks. I slowly opened my eyes and saw Mother's face.
“My little darling” she said while giving me her beautiful smile.
“Looks like you don't feel so good” Said mother while looking at me with her blue beautiful eyes. Mother's white hair makes her attractive.
I didn't answer her I just gave her a hug. I feel so tired recently thinking that I would someday be enough. I never dreamt to have a wedding with someone I don't love. I want something real.
I can feel mother's heartbeat, her arms are around me. I feel so safe when she's around. She's the only one who took good care of me. She's the only one who cares. Aside from her? I'm just a nobody. They treated me like I'm some kind of a tool that whenever you're finish using I would be thrown away.
I hated everyone except mother. Until I met him. Liam. The person who changed my life but it was too impossible to have him by my side forever.
He took care of me even though I gave him a reason to hate me. He was the first one aside from my mother who I felt safe.
At first I saw Liam as a friend, until I Catarina.
Catarina was so beautiful that for the first time I felt insecure at someone's beauty. I never thought I would tried to look beautiful to someone, would feel happy whenever the person praised me. And I would never thought that my heart would start beating.
Liam was the only who did it. Only him.
But he is too impossible to reach. Liam would never look at me as a woman. I'm just like her little sister that needed to take good care of. I envy Catarina. The woman she really loves.
I wish I can be like her. I wanted to be beautiful like her. I wanted to be smart and attractive like her.
If I was Catarina, would Liam love me?
My chest felt like something was stabbing it. My eyes felt like there's a sudden fire inside it, that made my tears fall.
“Mom, I wanted to be enough to the person I really love” I mourn.
“I wanted to be with him”
“I love him” I said.
Mother didn't say a word. She just gave me a smile. And suddenly I woke up. Beside Liam's side while he was holding a cup of coffee talking to Angel. The girl who saves us twice, first at the cafeteria and second last night.
Both of them are talking about something familiar. Until I realized it was mother's love story. I never knew who the guy was. I really wanted to know who it was. Until-
“It was me” Liam's father interrupted. I was shocked the moment I heard his father.
It was you all along.
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Father? My father broke Tala's heart? Why? What happened?
There was a complete silence inside the room. I was about to ask question when Tala suddenly stood up. Staring at my father straight to the eye.
“Wh-why did you break my mother's heart?” Asked Tala.
“You're just like your mother. You have her eyes and nose ”Father smiled.
Father's first love was Tala's mother. Love is such a sick bastard.
“I was in college back then when I first met Venus. Venus was the name she gave us. She was this fearless, scary and adorable girl. I wasn't her first friend to be honest. It was your mother, Liam ”Father explained.
So my mother and Tala's mother are actually best friends?
“Your mother Liam knew that I liked Venus from the very start. So we made a move. She helped me to be part of Venus's life and we did. We became close and end up being a lover. We were a couple for almost five years but- “Father took a deep breath.
“But the government found out about Venus. They wanted to know more about the outside world. So they wanted to took her away from me
Good thing I was studying science back then, I really do hate science before but Venus made me love it. I created a portal which can be used only for once because I never perfected it. It was too complicated ”Father continue explaining.
“So before Venus go, she told me forget her and live a normal life. After that I never saw her again. The government didn't saw her again. The portal was destroyed and I was left alone
But your mother never left me. She stayed by my side and gave me the love the she thinks I deserves.
I know. I'm a selfish person. Your mother knew that I love Venus so much. ”
“Then why did you marry Liam's mother if you really love my mother?” Tala asked.
“I did waited for your mother but she never came back. So I thought maybe it is time to move on. I did love your mother Liam. I really do.
But you know what they say, first love never dies. ”
There was a complete silence inside the room. No one was saying any word.
“Don’t worry Liam. It was my fault forcing your father to love me ”Said mother from behind.
“I accepted your father and so he did. It wasn't a perfect relationship but I felt love. Maybe you just can't give the same love twice ”mother smiled and kissed me from my forehead.
My mother hugged father from behind. It was too painful to know how both of them suffered.
Tala didn't know what to say. Just like me she's too speechless. Until-
“Hello? Anyone inside ?! This is the police ”
Oh no-