TOO MUCH PAIN TO HANDLE
My arms are bloodied up to my elbows,
I have itchy scars, they rapidly turn yellow,
Can't get out of the dark from my comfort zone,
I can't bring myself now,
I have mood swings,
I began to be on the side of demons more often, and because of this my angel became jealous,
I feel at the bottom even when I'm high,
Maybe 'cause sadness and pain are the foundation of my life?
I can't find a problem,
CAN'T EVEN BE HONEST WITH MYSELF,
My whole mind's distorted,
Sudden mood swings are DETRIMENTAL TO MY HEALTH
When I am nervous, unable to contain the pain, I LAUGH,
My bloody tears are gradually FILLING THE BATH
I CAN'T FIND MY WAY,
I keep wobbling FROM SIDE TO SIDE,
I've a groundhog every day,
I STILL WONDER IF IT'S TIME TO DIE,
I've lost so much soulmates,
I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE TIME TO SAY GOODBYE,
I'm a ghost now, the one who's fallen,
I'VE NO REASON ANYMORE TO EVEN STAY ALIVE...
UHH,
I CAN'T FIND MY WAY,
I keep wobbling FROM SIDE TO SIDE,
I've a groundhog every day,
I STILL WONDER IF IT'S TIME TO DIE,
I've lost so much soulmates,
I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE TIME TO SAY GOODBYE,
I'm a ghost now, the one who's fallen,
I'VE NO REASON ANYMORE TO EVEN STAY ALIVE...
2021-06-26 04:51:32
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