TOO MUCH PAIN TO HANDLE
CVLD BLVVDED
My arms are bloodied up to my elbows, I have itchy scars, they rapidly turn yellow, Can't get out of the dark from my comfort zone, I can't bring myself now, I have mood swings, I began to be on the side of demons more often, and because of this my angel became jealous, I feel at the bottom even when I'm high, Maybe 'cause sadness and pain are the foundation of my life? I can't find a problem, CAN'T EVEN BE HONEST WITH MYSELF, My whole mind's distorted, Sudden mood swings are DETRIMENTAL TO MY HEALTH When I am nervous, unable to contain the pain, I LAUGH, My bloody tears are gradually FILLING THE BATH I CAN'T FIND MY WAY, I keep wobbling FROM SIDE TO SIDE, I've a groundhog every day, I STILL WONDER IF IT'S TIME TO DIE, I've lost so much soulmates, I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE TIME TO SAY GOODBYE, I'm a ghost now, the one who's fallen, I'VE NO REASON ANYMORE TO EVEN STAY ALIVE... UHH, I CAN'T FIND MY WAY, I keep wobbling FROM SIDE TO SIDE, I've a groundhog every day, I STILL WONDER IF IT'S TIME TO DIE, I've lost so much soulmates, I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE TIME TO SAY GOODBYE, I'm a ghost now, the one who's fallen, I'VE NO REASON ANYMORE TO EVEN STAY ALIVE...
2021-06-26 04:51:32
1
0
Інші вірші поета
"ONE FVR ALL AND ALL FVR ONE" BLVVDY DREAMS NVTHINGNESS RELY VNLY ØN YXURSELF
Інші поети
Схожі вірші
Всі
Дозе с любовью))
Позитивна Морквинка ( &Не Мілашка ;)
Прошу не уходи , Ты луч ,что красит день всех Как тяжело так просто отпустить , Твой свет от шоколад творений Ты весела всегда ,поддержишь если грустно Всем здесь стала важна И в тоже время согреешь теплотою гнусно На аве так няшна с котейками мимишна , С улыбкою ясна й не будет так прывична ! Мне грустно без тебя , хорошая зайчуга !! Я ж буду так скучать за твоими стишками , Что даришь всем сполна С любовью й ораматом тепловой ласки :) Оть доброты твоей Сб стал радостью излучен :) Ведь многим принесла Частичку доброты с улыбочкой уюта лучик 🌹 (( 🍫✨🌹💕)) P.s: Посвященно Дозе с любовью от Морки 💕🍫))) ( Одна и единственная на Сб Шоко-котейка ,что поднимает настроение другим своим позитивным настроением 🍫💕)) https://www.surgebook.com/alievaelmira/blog/ejk3a46
42
40
3207
"Hannah"
Jojo Harl
Why would you bully? Was that okay? Nobody helped me, Get out of the way. And i didn't cry. And i didn't lie. I just looked at you. With a fake smile. You could love me. You really could. But you didn't. You left me alone. And then i cried. And then i lied. I left my world, Without any love. Someone will need you. Someone will shout. Listen to the scream. Help the people live. ♡ Inspired by "13 reasons why" Netflix series.
68
6
16598