Jason 顾杰
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Night in different time zones
Burdened with all the tiredness of the light Shake the starlight Light up the heart of a dream No more begging for scenery Let the quiet stop in tears Tolerate the ugliness planted by the light Light a moon Mark the darkness of the world Fill up the past wind and rain A toast to loneliness in the light Collect the light Mountains and rivers are still very tired. Arouse the messenger Let the light be reincarnated again Go together Look at each other and fly together
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Like a fish
This is a simple song. There is nothing unique. Try to put something on my mind. It's so childish. Like a naughty child. What a ridiculous worry. I'm the only one who's still holding on. Who can see through my eyes? So that I can stop going blind. I want to remember what you look like. Like a fish, remember the embrace of the water. Like clouds docking in the sky The coming of night And they won't forget the warmth of the sun. I'm going to forget what you look like. Like a fish forgetting the taste of the sea Let go of all dreams and troubles But I can't let go of the memories of begging. What a ridiculous worry. I'm the only one who's still holding on. Who can see through my eyes? So that I can stop going blind. Remember what you look like. Like a fish, remember the embrace of the water. Like clouds docking in the sky The coming of night And they won't forget the warmth of the sun. I'm going to forget what you look like. Like a fish forgetting the taste of the sea Let go of all dreams and troubles But I can't let go of the memories of begging. It's good only myself left.
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Sunny on November 11th
Can I stop missing after saying goodbye Can you understand everything after saying sorry Tears instead of you kissing my face My world is suddenly covered with snow There is still your yesterday between the thumbs How can I hear it piece by piece Sunny on November 11th Suddenly it snowed I dare not open my eyes, hope is my illusion I stand by the earth and watch the snow Cover the street you came from Sunny on November 11th Night suddenly changed to day I lost consciousness and looked at the limits of love I look at the horizon and the sky is boundless Can't hear you say goodbye There is still your yesterday between the thumbs How do I hear it piece by piece Sunny on November 11th Suddenly it snowed I dare not open my eyes, hope is my illusion I stand by the earth and watch the snow Cover the street you came from Sunny on November 11th Night suddenly changed to day I lost consciousness and looked at the limits of love I look at the horizon and the sky is boundless Can't hear you say goodbye Sunny on November 11th Suddenly it snowed I dare not open my eyes, hope is my illusion I stand by the earth and watch the snow Cover the street you came from Sunny on November 11th I lose consciousness The sky is boundless
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The other side of lethe
Red higanbana The petals are scattered everywhere Who cares if she is crying Kneeling before the Buddha for a thousand years No buddha I really want to see her again I crossed Lethe and crossed the other shore I hope she can look back The Lethe River is difficult to cross, blocking her all the way If the Buddha does not cross, then I will do it One flower, one leaf and one bodhi Reincarnation is a fan I wait for Bodhi to fall to the ground Take this half-life mist and rain Shave your hair and put on a robe Just ask me to help her Let go of obsessions and concerns Sit under the linden tree I believe in this cycle of life and death I also wish to believe in my Buddha's mercy How can you realize The taste of lovesickness Sentiment of love parting Enlightenment under the Bodhi Tree I would lay down everything for you Let me come in this life Red higanbana The petals are scattered everywhere Who cares if she's crying Kneeling before the Buddha for a thousand years No buddha I really want to see her again I crossed Lethe Also walked across the shore I hope she can look back Lethe River is difficult to cross Blocked her all the way If the Buddha does not cross, then I will do it
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Saw deep death late at night
When the light is trivial, even guessed and jealous The light is not there Dreamland is almost the port of my ship In the narrow valley, there was a westerly wind on the clouds and Rock about to fall That frozen lightning, those helpless insomnia in creation One after another One crow on the cliff smashed the nails Throw away The armor of corn has gone down the river The only thing left in the hand that can scream and bluff is the seed Tonight is so deep, there is no sound of water The village and the city are lonely Live in loneliness, die in loneliness There is no sign connecting the noise and silence The banner in my hand has no pattern, no eyes, no color The rock on the top of the cliff is inherently as cold as the sky The sky is dark, there is no resistance The shattered shattered light watching death Watching the disappearing freedom
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Through the sad rainy season
Autumn, a rainy season    inexplicable sadness    comes with the rain, like a shadow    This rainy season brings sadness    in this sad rainy season   The leaves fall a little bit    took its sadness and left the tree    fell on the ground, buried by dust    Ye's departure is not the call of the wind    is not a tree    in this sad rainy season    is full of sadness, regret    in this sad rainy season Sadness flows like river   People said, my sadness seeps into my heart. Yes.   People said, my sadness seeps into my bones. Still   People said, my sorrow has filled my whole body. Same    So, I can no longer say that it is the sadness caused by the rainy season    but I brought the sadness into the rain    Let the rain fill my emotions for no reason    it says nothing    just surround me gently    The bitter taste entangles my tongue    step by step into my stomach    fills my whole body        The rainy season will eventually go away    Sadness will eventually settle    through this sad rainy season    season after season        faint raindrops    Shallow memories    through this sad rainy season    fade away slowly    You are the one who died together    your face, and your tears
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Wound
If I have a wound, it must be something the world took away from me That winter, I took half a heart Going to the sea is not looking for the other half I just want to break it more thoroughly, like a dead end Therefore, the flash of the sea is considered by me The sharpness of ten thousand axe heads has a squandering night in a wound Every night is a fixed end that is looked at, the sea floods my whole body Keep me quiet, fascinate me—— Only this bigger wound can comfort me only here is there salt to keep the wound fresh
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Depressive autumn
Melancholy morning and evening    melancholic monday    red, white', gray    quiet, sour, bitter    melancholy noon    melancholy dusk    soul is closed    wet and cold morning at eight    rusted    yellow molten iron    red sour smell    keeps going to the dry and hot nine o'clock    is too melancholy    a bird faces blankly    The space where the tree was just cut down   Billion reasons    was washed by time    can't persuade   The woods are clouds, and the tree crowns are fog   The city is actually a blank space in front of you    A person desperately escapes from oneself   Because I am a fire and a desert    is a war that will never end    There is no justice    no forgiveness    There is only endless cruelty and barbarism    is too melancholy    a huge cold winter    open my teeth and dance claws in front of me    swallow me in one bite    digest me bit by bit    what will i be    Who do I trust   Who will watch in autumn   Who will wait in spring    Who can accept    I will be a tree in spring    is still a grass in autumn    or forever    can only be a stone, a handful of soil
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Seabed
The scattered moonlight passed through the clouds Hiding from the crowd Scales paved into the sea The waves wet the white skirt Trying to push you back The waves wash blood Delusion to warm you Listen to the depths of the sea Whose whine is guiding The soul is silent No one wakes you up You like the salty breath of the sea breeze Stepping on wet sand You said people's ashes should be thrown into the sea You ask me where I will go after death Does anyone love you Can the world cease Always love to smile at the cool people People on the shore have nothing to do with their faces No nostalgia Everything falls into smoke The scattered moonlight passed through the clouds Hiding from the crowd Sneak into the bottom of the sea The waves wash the blood Delusion to warm you The soul is silent No one wakes you up You like the salty breath of the sea breeze Stepping on wet sand You said people's ashes should be thrown into the sea You ask me where I will go after death Does anyone love you The world has abandoned you Always love to smile at the cool people People on the shore have nothing to do with their faces No nostalgia Everything falls into smoke Too late You used to laugh and cry Too late Your trembling arm Too late No one will salvage you Too late You obviously hate suffocation
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Death
Life and death Maybe in one thought Life and death Maybe this is the same Life and death Maybe fate God of life Away from us Finally disappeared into the dark curtain Spirit of death unknowingly Slowly approach yourself Do not know why When the black and white evil spirits come to me There is no trace of fear in my heart Maybe know Human life Like a colorful butterfly Brilliant as a flower Eye-catching But no matter what We will eventually die and so Be calm Just wish "Life is as brilliant as summer flowers, and death is as quiet and beautiful as autumn leaves" Foot also!
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Burying flowers
As blossoms fade and fly across the sky, Who pities the faded red, the scent that has been? Softly the gossamer floats over spring pavilions, Gently the willow fluff wafts to the embroidered screen. A girl in her chamber mourns the passing of spring, No relief from anxiety her poor heart knows; Hoe in hand she steps through her portal, Loath to tread on the blossom as she comes and goes. Willows and elms, fresh and verdant, Care not if peach and plum blossom drift away; Next year the peach and plum will bloom again, But her chamber may stand empty on that day. By the third month the scented nests are built, But the swallows on the beam are heartless all; Next year, though once again you may peck the buds, From the beam of an empty room your nest will fall. Each year for three hundred and sixty days The cutting wind and biting frost contend. How long can beauty flower fresh and fair? In a single day wind can whirl it to its end. Fallen, the brightest blooms are hard to find; With aching heart their grave-digger comes now. Alone, her hoe in hand, her secret tears Falling like drops of blood on each bare bough. Dusk falls and the cuckoo is silent; Her hoe brought back, the lodge is locked and still; A green lamp lights the wall as steep enfolds her, Cold rain pelts the casement and her quilt is chill. What causes my two-fold anguish? Love for spring and resentment of spring; For suddenly it comes and suddenly goes, Its arrival unheralded, noiseless its departing. Last night from the courtyard floated a sad song – Was it the soul of blossom, the soul of birds? Hard to detain, the soul of blossom or birds, For blossoms have no assurance, birds no words. I long to take wing and fly With the flowers to earth's uttermost bound; And yet at earth's uttermost bound Where can a fragrant burial mound be found? Better shroud the fair petals in silk With clean earth for their outer attire; For pure you came and pure shall go, Not sinking into some foul ditch or mire. Now you are dead I come to bury you; None has divined the day when I shall die; Men laugh at my folly in burying fallen flowers, But who will bury me when dead I lie? See, when spring draws to a close and flowers fall, This is the season when beauty must ebb and fade; The day that spring takes wing and beauty fades Who will care for the fallen blossom or dead maid?
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You said
You say that you love rain, but you open your umbrella when it rains... You say that you love the sun, but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines... You say that you love the wind, but you close your windows when wind blows... This is why I am afraid, You say that you love me too...
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lost control
I don't know who I am. I lost I lost I lost control again. I don't know how calm I feel these days. In an instant, it became thunderous. I cry I cry I cry for u and myself Why the weather is so cold I want to walk in the rain I don't know what happened Who can tell me I can I can I can help u in anytime So can u trust? A silly person. I need I need I need your warm hug I lost I lost I lost control again.
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梦迴
我自狂歌怒江湖 不见青山云遮日 物回草木皆尘土 空游身傲骨 转身飞剑御空明 春风十里不如你 谁人不识君 灵剑出鞘剑气冲 独饮杯中酒 清风徐来多寂寥 无奈杯中情难度 月空太虚观众生 独守寒门宫阙 虽是高楼却胜寒 数年飞升惹虚空 神明天去竟冷凄 何处惹尘埃 似水流年冰 三千弱水何时空 万缕青丝变白头 情愫惹人恋 独自消瘦惹憔悴 真情融尽万年冰 我自悲歌狂少年 不识愁来不识忧 乘风来去御时空
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拾光 Pick up the light
蔚蓝的天空中充满着忧郁的纹理 The blue sky is full of melancholy texture. 那一抹淡白色 That wisp of pale white 渐渐在她的脸上划出了一条长长的白晕 It gradually drew a long white halo in the sky. 那么清晰 So clearly 只是不知道要花多少间才能消散 I just don't know how long it will take to dissipate. 我把双手比着自由的形状 I compare my hands to the shape of freedom. 圈出了一抹自由的蓝色天空 Circle a blue sky of freedom. 好想抓住它 I really want to catch it. 在太阳的照射下 In the light of the sun. 它变得越来越蓝 It's getting bluer and bluer. 指尖划过的光线 The light across the fingertips 映得双手透着鲜红的血管色。 Shining with a bright red blood vessel color on my hands. 我紧握双手 I clasped my hands. 一丝丝光晕从手中溜走 A glimmer of halo slipped out of my hand. 手中只残留未知的黑暗 There is only unknown darkness in my hands. 毛孔中透着鲜血的光亮 The light of blood shines in the pores. 我拾着这些光亮 I picked up these light 一点点向你靠近 Getting closer to you little by little. 在你昏暗的内心 In your dark heart. 汇聚着这些光亮 Converging these light. 点亮着你的内心 Light up your heart.
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