You...
Ruqayyah Jkh
I don't know when I stopped but i did stopped.. Writing about you.. Writing to you.. Writing for you... You woke that part of me four years ago.. It never fell asleep ever since.. Nor have I.. What sort of creature are you.. You awoke the kid,the teen,the adult.. You awoke the broken,restless, terrified.. You awoke the childish,crazy,fun.. You awoke the driven,loyal,passionate.. So much were dormant until you came around.. I had a plan but you gave me purpose.. I waited those Thursdays like believers would wait for Sundays to attend church, Fridays to attend mosque.. Even today I'm still waiting.. For what exactly, I don't know.. To be worshiped is scary.. What if you err.. What if you have flaws.. What if I don't like the part I didn't get to know... But what if I love you even more.. Did blocking me really erased me.. Did ignoring me.. Did pretending not to see me.. Are you convinced you don't care about me.. I am not...
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JENOVA JACKSON CHASE
Good concept.
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I Saw a Dream
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I saw a dream, and there were you, And there was coldness in your eyes. I wonder what a kind of true Made you become as cold as ice. And later I looked back to get a sense This empty glance was hellish call of past. It used to be a high and strong defense Against the world, the pain and me at last. You looked at me, and peering in your soul, I felt so lonely, as something vital died. And that is what I fear most of all - That nothing gentle will remain inside. Inside of you. Inside of me as well. And nothing will be said to farewell.
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