Suicide Lettter
Mama told me I was good enough
She never knew I always had it rough
Daddy told me I would be okay
But how do I tell him it's not just today
And I swear I tried, Mama
To always look at the bright side
And I swear I tried, Daddy
To face my fears and not hide
But these scars they weigh me down and everyday they give me more
My feelings have gone numb and my heart has gone sore
There are days when I wished that this could just end
Waking up in the morning and just to play the game pretend
Walking down this road,looking at my fake friends
And all the people beside me disappearing by the end
Got a phone in my hand with zero contact
Doesn't matter cause everything in my life is am act
Yes I'm bruised ,Yes I'm confused
Tell me why do I feel so abused?
Even though I'm the one bleeding, in the end I'm accused
Knock myself out every night with the tears that I avoid
Bottle up all these feelings until I get so paranoid
Dear reader, this is my suicide letter
I've had enough of all these dramas, I wanna become better
So tonight I'm gonna end it, I'm gonna kill myself
And tomorrow I'll wake up stronger and I won't beg for any help
I will kill my insecurities, I will rip apart my sleeves
I will show them all my scars and I'll let them challenge me
So if you're like me and if you feel hopeless inside
The enemies hands is not a good place to die
Write down your letter but make sure to wake up later
Cause you've got to prove yourself to the haters
#TSA2020
2020-05-07 18:36:40
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