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"You say it as if not falling for you would've been easy!" I scream at him. I was too sad to be furious. Tears were running down on my face, soaking my clothes.
"I've never said that I didn't love you.." he said but it made me cry more and more.
"Then why did you leave me in the first place?" I'm screaming at him again.
"I was in love with someone else..." he said quietly.
"Then you should've tell me at least! Why were you playing this all along?! Why was it good to play with my feelings? I trusted you! I told you things I'd never tell anybody else!" I cry out as my hands start to shake from my fustration and sadness.
"I'm not perfect." Was all he said.
"Then don't act like you are!" I said and left the room. I didn't care about my things, I left everything behind. My feelings, my hope, my faith in people. Literally everything.
I went to a field of daisies to scream out myself. "I wish I was someone else! I wish I was enough! I wish I'd love myself! I wish I wasn't crying because of him anymore! I wish I wasn't living..!" I say and fall to my knees, crying. I wish I had somebody I could be with now.. Who would listen and tell me it's okay but guess what: nobody loves me. Nobody cares...
2021-10-01 18:50:30
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