ALONE

John Sarah

I stumble and wonder alone in this crazy wilderness I call my mind The blazing fears, crazy thoughts and illusions Crushing me each and every second of the day. I find my self wondering here and there In search of an oasis in this desert to quench And put to rest my poor mind, but all I walk into is the dark side of the wilderness full of hallucinations Pricked by thorns of hallucinations I walk full of doubt, fears and pain Determined to find my way back to the old me To escape this shadow I now call myself I keep dreaming, no I should call them The pictures in my mind, of bad things happening to me It's like I have been brainwashed or am I loosing it? I can't help myself cz you control my every move and thought

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If it wasn't for you, I would have fought the wall to the pain. If you weren't mine, I'd die every night from losing blood. If it wasn't for your faith, I'd have given up a long time ago. If it were my will, I would stay with you forever. If you'd gone, I'd have been the old emptiness. You would have taken my heart, and instead of it there was an empty aperture. If it wasn't for you, I'd blazed in forgiveness. Would have burned to ashes, until ground, I would have until the last healing.

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