PAIN
My hip joint locks
My muscles freeze cz of this unbearable pain
I can't walk and am scared
I don't want to loose the battle
I have not been sleeping
For the last few days
All I do is cry all night
The pain and the nightmares are unbearable
I wish that you could understand
How it hurts to move my leg
Its like someone is ripping apart my hip joint
I wonder when it will all come to an end
I want to scream out loud for the world to feel the pain with me
But I know I won't do so cz they will say am crazy
I feel like am drowning in this world of pain
And I have no way out right now
If I have no doctor appointment
I just lay in bed all day doing nothing
scared to think, what happens next
Or what the doctor will say after the tests
2019-01-14 08:18:38
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